i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite a new thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh . . . . And eyes big love-crumbs,
and possibly i like the thrill
of under me you quite so new
e. e. cummings
previous blog. still pertinent.
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perchance you've not noticed (because i sure didn't), but there is now an obnoxious little tag under my name.
HOPEFUL.
yessirree, writeboy saw me in the buff, and if we're lucky, so will all of you. let's all keep our fingers crossed, shall we?
in other news, i'm working, but not enough, so i've been stressed about money. luckily, mnost of my co-workers are heading back to school and someone has to pick up the slack. good thing my availability is so open, no?
speaking of co-workers, last night i was supposed to go to angels & kings with lilmisssunshine and unaffected. instead, i ended up on my co-workers couch, stoned out of my mind, with lilmisssunshine supervising the hilarity. such friends i have!
speaking of friends, i'll be going home to ohio in a few weeks. one of my dear friends is moving to ireland to study abroad as she finishes her final year of college. smart girl that she is, she's request to spend her final days in the US of A with yours truly, so away i go. i expect to return with a new hair cut as well.
speaking of hair, i'm so done with the mohawk. srsly. everyone i know is begging me to keep it, but they just dont seem to realize how bored of it i've become. i hate being refered to as "that black girl with the mohawk"; and if one more hipster boy tells me i look like grace jones or estelle, i'm going on a rampage. plus, now that my curls are growing in rather tightly, i'm in need of a more texture-friendly cut. i've been having trouble remaining dedicated to my natural hair path and i feel as though a new cut will help me stay away from the relaxer long enough to fully love and embrace my newer, curlier, healthier hair. besides won't i look cute with a 'fro?!
also (i couldn't find a way to tangentially connect this to anything. sorry.), i need a new lover. suggestions? volunteers?
kiss
EDIT: member review. blargh!
october 24th, 10:30 pm, my nudity shall be unleashed upon you. you have been warned.
i dont really know what im going to be either. too many choices and hard to be original