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sunday's gay pride parade was fabulous!

it was better than last year's parade by a long shot. there were so many more people; singles, couples, and kids - tons more kids. the drag queens and kings were top notch! i was also really glad to see a large amount of gay friendly businesses. all the prominent gay clubs/bars had cars and floats. even delta, fifth...
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katieokiedokie:
ahh too bad you forgot your cam.. I'm happy you had fun though!!
candykydfairy:
i'm sooo jealous....i wanted to go but something came up so i couldn't frown but...i look forward to meetin you on thursday! ARRR!!! skull ARRR!!!
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when it rains, it pours.

apparently, when no guy wants me, none of them do; but when one guy is vaguely interested, they all just start lining up.

still need a photog. i've been a hopeful for ages and i've got all these ideas, but no one to shoot them. i'm trying to be more ative on the site but i still haven't recieved a...
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katieokiedokie:
You should come to the next Havana in Col.. it's on the 21st of this month! You can meet AlissaBrunelli and hang with a lot of the Ohio SG's!
katieokiedokie:
I hear ya about the gas.. actually the Dayton/Cincy group will hopefully be doing something soon.. you should join us for that.. hopefully we'll get someplace between Dayton and Cincy!
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disappointment is the theme of the week, apparently.

dylan quit. didn't even last the week. i want to be upset, but i'm not. i'm angry. he was so rude to everyone, so useless in the kitchen. it's for the best.

the boy that makes me happy has ceased to do so. looks like he was all talk. pity. i really liked him.

i dyed my...
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dylan started working at vinyl wednesday. i hear good things from chef but dylan seems less than enthused. not that it matters. saturday we almost shut down the restaurant. seriously. we packed up everything and went to our cars. we mutinied. they begged us to come back. some of us did. i didn't. i told chef i might be back on tuesday. i might not....
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when i was in high school, i had an amazing guidance counsellor. she managed to keep a straight face through all of my tears and drama and could always differentiate between teen angst and real issues. years later, i've somehow managed to forget the two most important things she said to me:

"you care so much. under that facade, you are a girl who is...
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katieokiedokie:
Hey Ashely.. no I can't read minds.. but I did read your blog on the Dayton/Cincy board! I think for the first month or so I lurked..and just watched people.. to get a feel of the site..and I was shy. I hope to see you out at events.. and hopefully the good old folks of the Dayton/Cincy area will have a gathering..and I hope you come out and meet us!!

I loved the advice your counselor gave you.. I like the second one the best though! So what are going to school for?
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apparently the boyfriend didn't need me after all.

in other news:

i moved. not far, but quite a bit closer to work. after a week stuck in the dark ages, i finally have cable and internet again; which means i need to be catching up on my homework...too bad it's almost time for work.

oh, i am such a busy bee.
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i have a boyfriend!

he breaks my heart in the most wonderful ways.
he's backpacking until monday night and i miss him already.


i've been single for so long that this whole "relationship" thing feels so strange and new and terrifying.

he is everything i'm not.



i need him...i hope he needs me.
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*ahem*

hello, my name is ashley, and i'm a lurker...

i'm not so good at that speaking to strangers thing. i've gotten very comfortable lurking, watching the drama, speaking only when necessary, but it looks like site participation might help my recently revived quest to join the ever-growing ranks of ohio SG's.

goodbye comfort zone, looks like it's time to step out of my bubble.
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just cut my hair.

it's badass.

pictures as soon as i find batteries for my camera.

p.s.--still haven't finished the red dress. apparently, the pattern and i don't mesh well, so i've been doing tons of tailoring. soon though...soon.
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man, life has been 800 different kinds of crazy lately. there's boy-drama, work-drama, and that thing where i live with my parents.

i'm really into this guy i work with. well, used to work with. he got canned, so i'm lending him money to pay his rent. i trust him, but things between us are all over the place (i need attention, he's self-depricating) and...
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someone i used to care about just called me a nigger.

i haven't been called that in a very long time, but it still hurts just the same.

and because my life isnt complex enough:

i got a new job. i love it. but there's these two guys...i don't know what to do.

i got a car, sort of. apparently my father has forgotten that...
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i have a perpetual headache.

my birthday was a disaster. i've never been so sure that i needed to burn a few bridges.

however, i now have a car and a job. reliable transportation and a steady income gives me the freedom to go places and meet people, thusly building new bridges to replace the burnt ones.

p.s.-- holy crap! pan's labyrinth is one hell...
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