Fluxuations of thought...
I am all that I am though not all I could be. which is better? To seek that which may be attainable or to be that which is.
I am reminded once again of my unconventional view on life, yet three days ago I was given a kiss for how beautifully it escapes my mouth. Do I have the talent to make the ugly look beautiful or it is the truth that no-one speaks of a symphony to their ears?
I find my solace in inebriation though no comfort derived from such knowledge. I'm inebriated by many things, people, thoughts, actions, words, music, views, scenes, tastes, smells, sensations,...moments in time.
I can not do what you ask of me nor can I be what you want. I am therefore resigned to be myself in a world that wants more. The greedy rule for they are the ones that seek more power, more in general so I will forever remain meek, maybe weak for I do not seek more,...more than the truth. Some would say there is immeasurable power in the truth, I say there is no power in truth only the truth. Truth negates positive and negative, it simply is. This is my life and it's goals so therefore be no greater than I am.
Do you think less of me for this or, more importantly, do I give power to those that do? Must the greed of others perpetuate into our lives? I ask you this Mr & Mrs Jones for you're the ones frightened by my words, my being, and all that I am for if you were to listen you may find your life to be a fantasy as you see mine to be. I do not heed your warnings no more, I see no sense in your ramblings of wealth, goals, possessions. I seek to rid myself of all that possesses me, to be free once agian in a freedom repressed societal structure.
I seek to live. To be. To feel, to feel beyond our senses and into the abyss as some would view it but I see it as my home who few seldom visit and less slumber. Does your plain of existence mean that much to you that you will fight me for something you already possess and own outright which can not be taken from you,.....without your permission? Here in lies the conflict. It can not be taken but you can give it so who is truly to blame for your lack of acknowledgement of the self and its ultimate power over all that we purvey.
You may laugh or curse me, you may cry, be humble or nod in agreeance, but most importantly.....
you may
I am all that I am though not all I could be. which is better? To seek that which may be attainable or to be that which is.
I am reminded once again of my unconventional view on life, yet three days ago I was given a kiss for how beautifully it escapes my mouth. Do I have the talent to make the ugly look beautiful or it is the truth that no-one speaks of a symphony to their ears?
I find my solace in inebriation though no comfort derived from such knowledge. I'm inebriated by many things, people, thoughts, actions, words, music, views, scenes, tastes, smells, sensations,...moments in time.
I can not do what you ask of me nor can I be what you want. I am therefore resigned to be myself in a world that wants more. The greedy rule for they are the ones that seek more power, more in general so I will forever remain meek, maybe weak for I do not seek more,...more than the truth. Some would say there is immeasurable power in the truth, I say there is no power in truth only the truth. Truth negates positive and negative, it simply is. This is my life and it's goals so therefore be no greater than I am.
Do you think less of me for this or, more importantly, do I give power to those that do? Must the greed of others perpetuate into our lives? I ask you this Mr & Mrs Jones for you're the ones frightened by my words, my being, and all that I am for if you were to listen you may find your life to be a fantasy as you see mine to be. I do not heed your warnings no more, I see no sense in your ramblings of wealth, goals, possessions. I seek to rid myself of all that possesses me, to be free once agian in a freedom repressed societal structure.
I seek to live. To be. To feel, to feel beyond our senses and into the abyss as some would view it but I see it as my home who few seldom visit and less slumber. Does your plain of existence mean that much to you that you will fight me for something you already possess and own outright which can not be taken from you,.....without your permission? Here in lies the conflict. It can not be taken but you can give it so who is truly to blame for your lack of acknowledgement of the self and its ultimate power over all that we purvey.
You may laugh or curse me, you may cry, be humble or nod in agreeance, but most importantly.....
you may
I wasn't sure what you meant by not being able to be what the world wants of you, it seems you are unsatisfied with what you are. If one wishes to be something, isn't it possible then? Have you set boundaries for your self?
"The greedy rule for they are the ones that seek more power...
I thought that was interesting, as those who get what they want step on others to get to it. And I often wonder if it is possible to get exactly what you want without being greedy, or if we should even have exactly what we want...?