So basically i am really really depressed right now. I mean all sorts of down in the fuckin dumps. The onset was gradual but all of the sudden it just hit me. It is all brought on by Kyle. Of course right? Whatthefuck else could it be? Im sittin here thinkin about my Christmas and then about how he definitely initiated the kiss with Melissa....
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Let's see....I woke up aroun 5:15 this morning cuz I had to be at work by 6:45. I had planned on riding with my dad but Kyle called at like six and said he wanted to pick me up so i was like whatthefuckever! He came over around 6:25 and then we stopped at QT so I could get me some cigs. Then we started...
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trans_dementia:
merry xmas 
delores:
late merry xmas.
love you to tiny conffetti sized pieces!
love you to tiny conffetti sized pieces!
SO I actually had today off which was beyond wicked awesome. I shopped with the mom all morning, then we met up with dad and we all shopped at random places. We went to
AJ's and I even bought sushi! California rolls to be exact. Fuck yeah I love those things! And then I took them out for dinner. (Which I threw up not too...
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AJ's and I even bought sushi! California rolls to be exact. Fuck yeah I love those things! And then I took them out for dinner. (Which I threw up not too...
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nikonphoto80:
Well I hope your tummy gets better soon! Isnt there anything you can take for it?
I will try, I hope you have a great Christmas and a happy new year!
I will try, I hope you have a great Christmas and a happy new year!
nikonphoto80:
Yes you do need to go to the doctor, there has got to be something out there that will work for you!
Holy cow that was a close one. I tried logging into my account and it said it had expired so I had to re-new it. Well, that's taken care of so it's all good. So, it's almost freakin christmas!! I can't believe it! So my week had been all spent WORKING!!! For example, yesterday I worked a 17 hour shift. Open to close...6:40a.m. to 11:10...
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superstarcsb:
Thanks for adding me as a friend sweetie! I know how you're feeling I work 40 hours a week sometimes more in retail and ugh does it suck. Sometimes I just wanna ring some people's necks. It doesn't help that I had a temp of up to 103.6 a few days back. Thankfully I took a few days off, but I had to take up one of my personal days. Oh well.
superstarcsb:
Oh and by the way I love your pictures
So, another week is gone. Holy fuckin shit it went by so damn quick. Umm....So I worked till eleven on Thursday, till ten on Friday, and that sucked. Then on Saturday morning, Kyle picked me up at like 6:15 and we were once again off to work. We opened at seven but he and I started at 6:45. Yeah, the day was alright. He pissed...
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nikonphoto80:
how are you?
Ummm...Nothing much is up. Kyle and I had lunch together, I didn't say muhc. He's trying really hard to be friends with me and it's a bit awkward. He took me home too. When we got to my house he grabbed me and gave me this huge hug. I just looked at him and was thinkin how much of and idiot he can be sometimes....
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nikonphoto80:
I cant believe he said all that mean untrue shit to you and he is acting like noting happened, he should apologize for what he said!
Right now Im working 11 hr a day 5 days a week, that is 55 hr and it is killing me, getting up at 5 am sucks and working from 630 to 6 sucks really bad to!
Right now Im working 11 hr a day 5 days a week, that is 55 hr and it is killing me, getting up at 5 am sucks and working from 630 to 6 sucks really bad to!
corporatespy:
Heh aren't people just SUPER? Myself, I'm trying my best not to call Winnie(not the one on SG) while i'm bored over Christmas break. I just cringe at the thought of doing something with her... she wants a casual relationship but wants me to be 100% loyal and not even go out with my own friends.
So basically she wants freedom to do what she likes, and wants me to sit on my ass and do jack shit and pine over her. Uhhh... that isn't how I work at all.
The other thing is... last few times i've seen her she acts all skitzo and rude. Last time I saw her she wracked up a 60 dollar tab for herself and told the bartender I was going to pay it for her... then left. All because I didn't want her to sleep at my place since I was going to work at 6am. She was also pissed because I didn't want her giving me a lap dance in the middle of a bar in downtown Phoenix infront of all guys. The time before that she stole my keyboard.
So basically she wants freedom to do what she likes, and wants me to sit on my ass and do jack shit and pine over her. Uhhh... that isn't how I work at all.
The other thing is... last few times i've seen her she acts all skitzo and rude. Last time I saw her she wracked up a 60 dollar tab for herself and told the bartender I was going to pay it for her... then left. All because I didn't want her to sleep at my place since I was going to work at 6am. She was also pissed because I didn't want her giving me a lap dance in the middle of a bar in downtown Phoenix infront of all guys. The time before that she stole my keyboard.
Hey-o!! Haha, love that movie! Anyways...so it's Wednesday and the last time I updated was Sunday. Only like a couple of days has gone by so not much has happened right? Fuck no, this is my life we're talking about. There's always som happening or event to tell about. Exhausting work it is!! (Sounds like Yoda with the cadence all fucked up.)
I shall start...
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delores:
^^^^
I've been trying to tell her that for months now!
i hate to say i told you so, but... i fucking told you so.
and now that i've said that, i want to say i'm sorry that it happened lovie. you are so much better than this. you deserve so much more.
i loves you to tiny itty bitty pieces!
[Edited on Dec 14, 2005 11:10PM]
I've been trying to tell her that for months now!
i hate to say i told you so, but... i fucking told you so.
and now that i've said that, i want to say i'm sorry that it happened lovie. you are so much better than this. you deserve so much more.
i loves you to tiny itty bitty pieces!
[Edited on Dec 14, 2005 11:10PM]
corporatespy:
Guys are idiots, I can attest to it. Dunno what else to say... heh.
Umm...I got no call from Kyle last night regarding the dance or our plans for after the dance. 
I slept in so that pretty much kicked ass. I was off today so mom and I went shopping. I am super tired. I talked to Kyle for all of like 3 minutes today about nothing substantial. I have school tomorrow and work too. Im tired, kinda...
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I slept in so that pretty much kicked ass. I was off today so mom and I went shopping. I am super tired. I talked to Kyle for all of like 3 minutes today about nothing substantial. I have school tomorrow and work too. Im tired, kinda... Read More
trans_dementia:
Sleeping in rules! hehe, I woke up at 4:30pm today. Speaking of sleeping, I'm not going to want to get up tomorrow 
nikonphoto80:
I feel asleep last night at like 9 or 10 and I just now woke up and 851! Im sorry he didnt call! I need to go shopping; I have not bought a single gift yet!
Alright, so last night was pretty good actually. I left my house at like 9:00 to go meet Kyle at the mall cuz he got off at ten and we had plans. So I get there and just hang out, kick it with my other friends. It was good times, no biggie. So we leave and go to his house cuz he forgot pants to...
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blackspot:
I know...I should sue.
nikonphoto80:
Well that is great, at least if it does work out you guys will be close to each other and if it doesnt then I will move up there and show you how to really get off when you have sex LOL!
Well at least you wont have to be around her much longer!
Well at least you wont have to be around her much longer!
Hey hey hey bitches. Today was pretty average. Mom and Dad left for some place outta town for the day and possibly night this morning so I took the car this morning to school. Alex spent the nite though so since we were together all nite we stayed up all sorts of late and in turn woke up late thus making it impossible to get...
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nikonphoto80:
So were you wanting to do the two boys at the same time?
Well most of them are really quite and I cant really get them to talk to much, one of them kind of giggles when I say a Spanish word to her, she is really short and cute and the other one will talk if I drag it out of her, some of the other ones are kind of funny and loud so they make me laugh but I dont really talk to them to much!
Well my mom and dad have not been together for a long time and they have both been remarried for a really long time so I get stuff from both of them!
Well most of them are really quite and I cant really get them to talk to much, one of them kind of giggles when I say a Spanish word to her, she is really short and cute and the other one will talk if I drag it out of her, some of the other ones are kind of funny and loud so they make me laugh but I dont really talk to them to much!
Well my mom and dad have not been together for a long time and they have both been remarried for a really long time so I get stuff from both of them!
nikonphoto80:
Yes the bed would not last but it would be so hot hehehehehehe!
Well the ones I like the most dont make me laugh to much, but when the one starts giggling then I have to laugh, the one that makes me laugh is really cool and nice though and has a really big but mmmmm good stuff, it really sucks that most of the time there with the other Hispanic people and they talk Spanish and I only know a couple of words so I dont know what they are saying! But the whole building is covered in hot Hispanic girls, I kind of wish I worked in the other depart meant, the one that puts the books on the shelve because they get to stand around and talk with each other, I would meet moor people in that job, in my job we are always on the move!
Well the ones I like the most dont make me laugh to much, but when the one starts giggling then I have to laugh, the one that makes me laugh is really cool and nice though and has a really big but mmmmm good stuff, it really sucks that most of the time there with the other Hispanic people and they talk Spanish and I only know a couple of words so I dont know what they are saying! But the whole building is covered in hot Hispanic girls, I kind of wish I worked in the other depart meant, the one that puts the books on the shelve because they get to stand around and talk with each other, I would meet moor people in that job, in my job we are always on the move!
be strong lil' one!
and thank for leaving my present...
i dont really want to hang with josh and kacey for new years... i mean, it's my brother for christ's sake.
and how come you didn't even react to the yvonne-with-child news?(*gag*)