It's been a while. where do I start? Hmmm...Let's see. I'm really bored. I have actually realized that I have a sort of allergy to marinara sauce an all things tomato based. I get the most terrible migraines ever when I eat that shit. It pisses me off too cuz I love all that. Ummm...I'm working more now thank god. It's better. On our big...
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Let's see...I worked all three days of the weekend. Saturday and Sunday nite were fucking fun as hell. It sounds weired, I know but we had a blast at work. 
Umm...still a little sick, I've got a cough lingering and an ear ache lingering in the dark I feel it comin on, gettin worse. But it's all good...nothing I can't handle. Tomorrow is gonna be...
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Umm...still a little sick, I've got a cough lingering and an ear ache lingering in the dark I feel it comin on, gettin worse. But it's all good...nothing I can't handle. Tomorrow is gonna be... Read More
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_lu_:
Sounds as if you are much happier at the moment. That's really great that Kyle and you can be so relaxed and cool with each other...wish i had that! Hope you had a good week 
delores:
last year on valentine's day, it was the second time ryan and i had sex.
mother fucker.
(btw, super relieved i didn't spot him at the show last night)
call me biatch.
mother fucker.
(btw, super relieved i didn't spot him at the show last night)
call me biatch.
Greetings. Yeah I'm still half-way asleep. I am being forced outta bed to clean my room and bathroom then me and my girl Gina are goin to get our nails done before I go to work. Good times, good times. She keeps me girlie 
Ummm...So everyone at school is still dealing with the accident. I talked to Kylie (the driver) on Thursday nite. I was...
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Ummm...So everyone at school is still dealing with the accident. I talked to Kylie (the driver) on Thursday nite. I was... Read More
nikonphoto80:
She is really lucky to have a friend like you. I know its going to take a lot of time for her to get over this, she is going to need good friends to help her heal.
What is the Hat Clun? Wow you sure are popular with the boys.
What is the Hat Clun? Wow you sure are popular with the boys.
bikerben:
Girls and clothes, some things never change 
I get a call from Alex around four thirty or so saying that our friend and co-worker Kylie got into an accident on her way home from school today. We were told she hit another car. We were also told that either her passenger or the person she hit was killed. So immediately I start wondering who was killed? Is Kylie okay? Who's mistake caused...
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_lu_:
Something like that really hits you hard doesn't it, but it also makes you realise the immense value of everyone around you. Thanks for the sweet comment. xxx
delores:
holy fucking shit. i'm sorry honey.
big hugs to you.
big hugs to you.
So this weekend came and went nothing special. I went to work on Friday, stayed home sick on Saturday and went to work on Sunday. Wow....not. lol Nothing truly noteworthy has happened. I'm doin better as far as being down goes, still sick though. But it's getting better so that's good. Umm...nothing else to say I guess. Hope everyone is well....Peace out girl scout!
nikonphoto80:
well i'm glad your not as down as you were.
do you know what you have yet? have you been taking anything for it?
so has that guy ever even talk to you yet?
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do you know what you have yet? have you been taking anything for it?
so has that guy ever even talk to you yet?
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[Edited on Feb 07, 2006 6:58PM]
I'm sick...Really sick. I had to call out of work today too. Bill (manager) wasn't very happy about that. COme to find out, a grip of other people called out too. Brenda just didn't wanna work, somone in bedding called in, Kyle has the flu, I am sick, and more people called out for whatever reasons they had. They had to pull a few asscociates...
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nikonphoto80:
Well its not your fault you couldnt work, if your sick then your sick and you shouldnt feel bad about not going in, the ones who called in for no reason should feel bad.
I hope you feel better soon.
I hope you feel better soon.
bikerben:
Get well soon
Kay, so thank you to everyone who is sending their well-wishes to me. I truly appreciate it. And i love you all for it. So basically what's wrong is this...
*My heart hurts wayyyy too much after the break-up with Thomas
*Alex is a bitch and our friendship is toxic and emotionally draining so I have to distance myself form her
*My grades are the...
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*My heart hurts wayyyy too much after the break-up with Thomas
*Alex is a bitch and our friendship is toxic and emotionally draining so I have to distance myself form her
*My grades are the...
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nikonphoto80:
Im really really sad you guys are not together anymore, it seemed like he made you so happy, but it sounds like he is being a kid about the whole thing.
When all this stuff is going on I know how hard it can be to keep your grads up, but Im sure your grads are stile better then mine every was.
So tell me why is Alex a bitch and why do you hate Niki?
How come you and Kyle are cool now?
Im so glad that you can see the good stuff in your life and it sounds like there really isnt that many bad things in your life.
You ever need anything let me know.
When all this stuff is going on I know how hard it can be to keep your grads up, but Im sure your grads are stile better then mine every was.
So tell me why is Alex a bitch and why do you hate Niki?
How come you and Kyle are cool now?
Im so glad that you can see the good stuff in your life and it sounds like there really isnt that many bad things in your life.
You ever need anything let me know.
corporatespy:
Well at least ya got the priorities there... if you hadn't included teeth I know I for one would have worried.
I used to have severe down times myself, but the important thing to keep in mind is that everything happens for a reason. Even the shitty stuff happens for a reason, even if its to make you more jaded so you can suffer through future hardships more easily.
By the way... if you need any help with math stuff to bring grades up and get parents off your ass, just send me a message and I'll try to help. My schedule is freaking crazy this semester, but I check e-mail fairly frequiently.
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I used to have severe down times myself, but the important thing to keep in mind is that everything happens for a reason. Even the shitty stuff happens for a reason, even if its to make you more jaded so you can suffer through future hardships more easily.
By the way... if you need any help with math stuff to bring grades up and get parents off your ass, just send me a message and I'll try to help. My schedule is freaking crazy this semester, but I check e-mail fairly frequiently.
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God fucking dammit I suck at life........ 
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zoidberg79:
shit happens...
nikonphoto80:
well that long as journal is a repost, it tells the story of me and miss Columbia, the girl that Im always talking about, it made me sad when I read it again.
I will always be here for you.
I will always be here for you.
Umm....I'm not doin so well these days. So I don't have much to write cuz I wouldn't know what the hell to say or even where to start. So, yes, I'm still here but I have nothing to say.....
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dontpooyourself:
I really enjoy listening to depressing music to heighten my spirits. Just pop in some Blues, or maybe some Fifteen. It always helps to remind me, "Yeah, I may be depressed, but at least my parents aren't molesting me and I'm not impregnating women before I'm legally allowed to drive."
Anyway, I hope you feel better, dude.
Anyway, I hope you feel better, dude.
nikonphoto80:
are you doing ok?
Umm yeah so today was basically a waste of time. It was late start so we didn't start school till 9:25. Alex pulled up to my house at 9:28, late as usual. We went to QT and got coffee, she got a doughnut, I got a bomb ass breakfast croissant. Very yummable. Umm...then we went to school. I didn't go to 2nd hour cuz i...
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duchocolatvite:
hey hey you dont speak french !p come on speak speak
delores:
is it time for me to kill him yet?
but i still love you