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No i didn't die..im still here..yet barely alive.

So at the moment life isn't so peachy. I came home from Indiana on Tuesday morning. My vacation was eh, pretty good. It was kinda wierd though cuz a lot of the family I saw were people who I haven't seen since i was like 5. But I must say it was nice to be the hell outta Az. And be outta the homestore for that matter. BUT!!!! Speaking fo peaches...my sister left for the land o' the peaches. I miss her like hell!!!! I cannot wait until she gets back. But I do honestly hope that she has a wonderful time filled with lots of stories and memories to share. I love you D!!!! Now there's work...I HATE IT!!!! Well, I don't hate the job itself so much, mostly the people. I work with a bunch of shit talking backstabbers. I cannot even begin to explain how fast shit gets misinterpreted and spread the fuck around our store. I don't care if it's something small like Jack and Sally had the same type of pizza for lunch or something big like Boy George is gay. It's fucking ridiculous!!! And outta control. Ya know they say shit changes when you get outta high school and into the so-called real world. Too bad it doesn't, the drama gets more serious and it all sucks just the same. I dunno. It's all very frustrating. I am all sorts of stressed out. Not just over that shit but everything. Uggh... I wish I could just get it all out. Outta the way, outta my life. But I guess that's just life. Ya just gotta work your way through the shit and try your best to find your way out. So I guess thats what i am doing....