Well it's like 4:16 and I'm sitting here on the phone with my best friend Alison from Chicago. We're talking about California and how bad we wanna be there right fucking now!!
But instead, she's in rainy Chicago driving somewhere and I am here doin yet another journal entry. Haha. But it's all good cuz here's my plan for tonite: Deirdre is gonna pick me up after she gets off work, then we go toher house to re-dye our hair, pick up Axsel, me up with the boys probly at Fill B's, then off to Mill Ave to kick it before we go party for the nite! That's the plan, hopefully things pan out the way we want them to. But being a wise young grasshopper that I am, I won't count on smooth sailing. Lol. Actually luckily when we're with the boys, things go off without a hitch for the most part so it'll be all good eith way. Let's see....Oh my gosh, my friend Jill and I counted today and there's only 36 days left to graduation!! Thank fucking god!! Oooohh...I'm stoked! Umm, this week wasn't that great. Alex is still trying to be friends with me and D but we're not havin it. School is okay. Not too shabby. Other than that, oh yeah! My grandparents and my aunt are here till thursday. They got here on Tuesday. I'm glad to have them here, since they live in Indiana I never get to see them. Well, the family's home, I better jet. Smooches and shit to you all!!
But instead, she's in rainy Chicago driving somewhere and I am here doin yet another journal entry. Haha. But it's all good cuz here's my plan for tonite: Deirdre is gonna pick me up after she gets off work, then we go toher house to re-dye our hair, pick up Axsel, me up with the boys probly at Fill B's, then off to Mill Ave to kick it before we go party for the nite! That's the plan, hopefully things pan out the way we want them to. But being a wise young grasshopper that I am, I won't count on smooth sailing. Lol. Actually luckily when we're with the boys, things go off without a hitch for the most part so it'll be all good eith way. Let's see....Oh my gosh, my friend Jill and I counted today and there's only 36 days left to graduation!! Thank fucking god!! Oooohh...I'm stoked! Umm, this week wasn't that great. Alex is still trying to be friends with me and D but we're not havin it. School is okay. Not too shabby. Other than that, oh yeah! My grandparents and my aunt are here till thursday. They got here on Tuesday. I'm glad to have them here, since they live in Indiana I never get to see them. Well, the family's home, I better jet. Smooches and shit to you all!!
I hope things go ok tonight, have fun and dont have to much sex LOL.
Wow only 36 days that isnt long at all.
I think at some point you should forgive her, if you were truly best friends then I think it would make things a lot better, Im not saying dont punish her, just tell her how much it hurt your feelings and tell her that you need some time.