Okay, so I have had an interesting week thus far, seeing as it's only Tuesday! Ha! But it's all good, the week has proven worth wakin up every morning. Let's see, I worked all day Sunday, got off at like 5. Bought some hair stuff so I can make my do all fucnky and shiz. Not too shabby. An update on the hair---Deirdre, me and Alex re-dyed it. Well, added to it so now it's better, but still not up to par. Oh well, it happens.
It's only hair, i'm still me and everyone else likes it so it can't be that bad right? lol. Umm, after work around 8ish, Kyle picked me up and we went to his house. Yes, we fucked. It was good, but still nothing like 'wow'. I have so little emotional attatchment to him it's weird. Like I am still attatched but when it comes to sex, there's nothing. It's kinda awkward to feel that for someone when for so long all I wanted was for him to care for me just as I did for him. But now, he's totally sprung on me and is all emotionally attatched and I'm like fuck me and I'm goin home. It's kinda funny how the script got flipped. Go me! Yeah, not so much, it's really not that healthy of a situation. Oh well. I'll take one thing at a time. So Monday was cool. Went to lunch with the group. When we were leavin, Bryant came towards me like he was gonna kiss me but I started laughing and he pulled away. So Derek go jealous about this and says, "Nah fool, this is how it's done!" He leans in the car window and kisses me. It wasn't a peck either....he put some ooommpphh into it hahahahaha. It was cute. That's just how me and Derek are anyway. It's whatever. BUT....He told Kyle today about what happened and Kyle got so jealous!! HAHAHA in your face bitch! Fuck him, he has no right to get mad. Oh well I think it's funny as fuck. But yeah so I also found out that i no longer failing gov't....apparently I never was...I have a 75.6%!!! SOOO close to a B. I'm stoked now. Well anyways, I need to go to sleep now. I have been doing extra make-up work for English for literally 5 hours now! Hope u are all doin well...lotsa love and shit!!
*This just in: I am going to be appearing as a dancer in nikonphoto80's upcoming gangsta ass thug video!! Watch out, it's gonna be rigged!!
It's only hair, i'm still me and everyone else likes it so it can't be that bad right? lol. Umm, after work around 8ish, Kyle picked me up and we went to his house. Yes, we fucked. It was good, but still nothing like 'wow'. I have so little emotional attatchment to him it's weird. Like I am still attatched but when it comes to sex, there's nothing. It's kinda awkward to feel that for someone when for so long all I wanted was for him to care for me just as I did for him. But now, he's totally sprung on me and is all emotionally attatched and I'm like fuck me and I'm goin home. It's kinda funny how the script got flipped. Go me! Yeah, not so much, it's really not that healthy of a situation. Oh well. I'll take one thing at a time. So Monday was cool. Went to lunch with the group. When we were leavin, Bryant came towards me like he was gonna kiss me but I started laughing and he pulled away. So Derek go jealous about this and says, "Nah fool, this is how it's done!" He leans in the car window and kisses me. It wasn't a peck either....he put some ooommpphh into it hahahahaha. It was cute. That's just how me and Derek are anyway. It's whatever. BUT....He told Kyle today about what happened and Kyle got so jealous!! HAHAHA in your face bitch! Fuck him, he has no right to get mad. Oh well I think it's funny as fuck. But yeah so I also found out that i no longer failing gov't....apparently I never was...I have a 75.6%!!! SOOO close to a B. I'm stoked now. Well anyways, I need to go to sleep now. I have been doing extra make-up work for English for literally 5 hours now! Hope u are all doin well...lotsa love and shit!!
*This just in: I am going to be appearing as a dancer in nikonphoto80's upcoming gangsta ass thug video!! Watch out, it's gonna be rigged!!
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i thought he was the root of all your drama and problems...