So last nite was a-m-a-z-i-n-g!! I hung out with the boys...and BLAINE!!! Oh man. Basically he wants me (He told Lil A)...like wants a relationship with me not just a hit and run. And that my friends, is refreshing!! I am so stoked. I cannot wait to see what happens with us. He's such a doll. Fucking gorgeous and sweet and literally amazing. I even...
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My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks
But it's not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave
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Of where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks
But it's not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave
Like...
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blackspot:
Thanks. 
presence:
yes..im sure your fuck is worth toasting to as well 
Lots of drama has gone on lately. Surprising coming from me right? Heh...not. Let's see, they found D's car. It's only a little fucked up. Too bad the kid who stole it goes to our school, I know where he lives, and he parked it in front of his house for three days. What a fucking moron!!! Whatever, we'll nail his ass soon enough. I...
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nikonphoto80:
Well I hope they teach that kid a lesson.
How cute, I hope you guys have fun at prom.
If it had been me it would have been great LOL.
How cute, I hope you guys have fun at prom.
If it had been me it would have been great LOL.
MMMMM....I don't wanna talk right now. I'm all talked out really. I just wanna post more pics lol! Here ya go...
Me and D in Kyle's bathroom lookin at jazzed up before we go party!
This is sick as fuck..I love trucks!!
This truck is sick as fuck..If only I had one like it....
What it is hoe?! Me before goin out to party on...
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Me and D in Kyle's bathroom lookin at jazzed up before we go party!
This is sick as fuck..I love trucks!!
This truck is sick as fuck..If only I had one like it....
What it is hoe?! Me before goin out to party on...
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thedarkness:
Looks like you were having fun in the pictures.
nikonphoto80:
You look good enough to lick in those photos 
and so does you friend. 
heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh 
and so does you friend. heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh Okay....ummm, yeah basically, this isn't mine, or Deirdre's or Kyle's weeks. Pretty much if it can go wrong, it will and has gone wrong for all of us. Hopefully this unlucky streak ends cuz I can't take it much longer lol.
Arighty, so today is Friday and we have no school. It's for Good Friday obviously but the school just refers to it as "April...
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Arighty, so today is Friday and we have no school. It's for Good Friday obviously but the school just refers to it as "April...
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thedarkness:
Wow, you sound like my wife, she gets on me about the journal also
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nikonphoto80:
What a bunch of dicks, what all did the rest of them say to you? What did you say when that stupid fuck told you it was all your fault, that insult doesnt make any fucking since what so ever, how in the fuck could it ever be your fault? 
OKay, well this week was off to a roaring start. On Saturday nite, I spent the nite at Darin's with him and Kyle. We had to get up all early like to go the car show in Peoria the next day. Me, Darin, Kyle, and Deidre went. That was fucking sick! I have pictures of some of the sickest trucks I've ever seen. Okay, so...
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nikonphoto80:
What a fucking dick, that is just wrong, if he had any feelings for you at all he would have never had sex with both of you in the same week let alone the same day, what did he say to you when you told him you knew all about that stuff. I hope you can stay away from him this time.
That is good news, I hope prom turns out great.
I hope she finds her car, that sucks so bad.
That is good news, I hope prom turns out great.
I hope she finds her car, that sucks so bad.
delores:
i really truely hope that is all true hon. i really really do.
Wow. Life is back to fast forward mode. And, I kinda like it. Actually things are really good right now. I worked today, it was alright. Got to work with my Tay and Kyle so it was pretty tight. Me and D partied last nite, I got home sometime after 3 or so. Went to work at like fuckin 8:20. Shit. that is some shit....
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nikonphoto80:
Im glad things are really good right now.
Wow 11 guys, well make it 12 and you would be more then just pussy to me heheheheh.
Did you and your best friend make up at all?
Have fun partying.
Wow 11 guys, well make it 12 and you would be more then just pussy to me heheheheh.
Did you and your best friend make up at all?
Have fun partying.
Let's see, my friday livened up quite a bit! I went to D's around seven or so. We got all ready (and looked damn good might I add) and met the boys. Well, we actually went to get Axsel first but whatever. So we all meet up and go to our friend Keith's house. We kick it there for a while then mob to Sonic....
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nikonphoto80:
Hehehehehehehe that sounds like lots of fun, I hope the rest of the night was as fun.
Well it's like 4:16 and I'm sitting here on the phone with my best friend Alison from Chicago. We're talking about California and how bad we wanna be there right fucking now!!
But instead, she's in rainy Chicago driving somewhere and I am here doin yet another journal entry. Haha. But it's all good cuz here's my plan for tonite: Deirdre is gonna pick me...
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But instead, she's in rainy Chicago driving somewhere and I am here doin yet another journal entry. Haha. But it's all good cuz here's my plan for tonite: Deirdre is gonna pick me...
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nikonphoto80:
Its raining here to.
I hope things go ok tonight, have fun and dont have to much sex LOL.
Wow only 36 days that isnt long at all.
I think at some point you should forgive her, if you were truly best friends then I think it would make things a lot better, Im not saying dont punish her, just tell her how much it hurt your feelings and tell her that you need some time.
I hope things go ok tonight, have fun and dont have to much sex LOL.
Wow only 36 days that isnt long at all.
I think at some point you should forgive her, if you were truly best friends then I think it would make things a lot better, Im not saying dont punish her, just tell her how much it hurt your feelings and tell her that you need some time.
Finally worked out photobucket...here's some tasties for ya
peace up, a-town down...before i cut and colored my hair
me most recently...new hair
on the floor during spring break...wasted
girl's cabin
boy's cabin
***Make sure you read the entry below this one!!***
peace up, a-town down...before i cut and colored my hair
me most recently...new hair
on the floor during spring break...wasted
girl's cabin
boy's cabin
***Make sure you read the entry below this one!!***
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nikonphoto80:
what ever, it took me like 30 min to read that. 
delores:
*rubs temples*
you and alex are just like me and kristin. you'll always make up in the end. you'll never be rid of eachother.
and so much for getting kyle out of your life
*shakes head*
you and alex are just like me and kristin. you'll always make up in the end. you'll never be rid of eachother.
and so much for getting kyle out of your life
*shakes head*
Okay bitches...it's time for the update of all updates as I have missed lots of time, in which lots has happened. We all know, my life is like a fucking buffet of experiences and occurrances. There's always something! Well, here goes something......
Alright so I went to Overgard to a cabin with the aforementioned group of people. Twenty minutes into the trip, Alex and Sean...
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Alright so I went to Overgard to a cabin with the aforementioned group of people. Twenty minutes into the trip, Alex and Sean...
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Okayyyyy....SO I survived Spring Break. Only a little damage was done. Nothing serious though. I have not the energy nor the patience to upate at the moment but I will soon. I promise.
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corporatespy:
I sense a car theme. I love how Spring Break always seems to fall around the same time as St.Patrick's day. Two great excuses for brain damage.
that boy is so lucky, i hope you guys go out and he is the best boyfriend ever.