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One day
I just want one day
One day feeling comfortable in this skin of mine
One day stress free
One day alone with my Adam

Wonderfully bad news yesterday about school
Makes me want to give up and find a real job and move on
My family wont allow it
It's unbelievably stressful being this far from Adam

I miss my animals
I want to take Vette (my betta) outta the bowl and hug him
Don't think that would be a good idea
I miss the loving attention of Brodie, Zoey, and my pups at my mom's

Green tea has become my life source
Lol that and the shit load of food I've been eating
Hopefully Adam will step in when I get home and not let me eat as much

Adam is throwing up on a semi regular basis
I feel so bad for him
We have no idea what's wrong with him
It's NOT the same problem as mine
I want to be with him...

DAMNIT! Another depressing entry! God I hate when I bottom out...I even annoy myself...grrrr.