I'm going back to bed to avoid hysterics...just got back from the doctors...I'm gaining weight...my blood pressure is high...I just want to die...I've felt like shit all week...a dark fear is growing and eating at me...I want to go home...die...never come back...I'm so fucking bad...I've gained 50lbs in a year! I swear to god...if I don't work on this harder...lol I think I'll lose Adam...and I'm not being overdramatic...when I left to come back here...he told me I was on the 'verge of being too big'...fab-o...why keep a girlfriend around that pretty much wont sleep with you...is fat...and bitchy...and is freaking out over a fear that I need to be proven wrong...I'm going to bed...wake me for armageddon...
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lielock:
well you have great eyes so that is great to just work on them...I would kill for your arch in your eyebrows...I have to really force an arch.
lucylynne:
OOOH. I dont want you to feel bad : ( I know it is hard to lose weight but the truth is that Im sure the only person that really thinks u are overweight is yourself. As for your boyfriend, dont listen to him. I had a boyfriend that constantly insisted I lose weight. It killed my self esteem. Hang in there and dont worry, we all go up and down the scale at times. And (at least from what I have seen) we all freak out about it!