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***BEWARE...DRUNKEN ENTRY***
To read a normal entry go to the one before...

Ok...SHIT! when I was outside I knew exactly what to write...now i dont know...

Chris is a brat...hes not home and I want someone to be a drunken brat with...CHASE STOP HANGIN OUT WITH OTHER GAY BOYS!!!...you suck...

Oh damn...lol I had a whole fuckin entry planned before I got back in here...I miss Adam...grrrr...sex...YES PLEASE....

Jess...you are the most drop dead sexiest chik in the world...MUAH!

Adam...I wanna jump your bones...and beyond that...I miss you so much...you are my one and only....and if you don't do anything like on 9-11 am...you will be my one and only in the future...I miss you so freakin much...I NEED YOU HERE next weekend...please don't let me down next weekend...b/c I want you here....and I NEED you here next weekend....I love you tons...miss you...probably edit later on...after one last movie...

**EDIT**
OMG...Adam just told me he wants kids...I've never wanted kids....dunno what to do...if he wants it ok I guess...but wow...i dont think I could be a good mom...im so FUCKED up...my kids would be just as fucked up...I have no maternal instincts....god left that part outta me...i don't know...now im really thinkin about this...wow....this is so out there for us b/c we have been put in the situation to have kids before...and we didnt...wow....i think it's time for bed...and let this sink in...ttyl peoples...ciao