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Changed my name...lol b/c it's so much cooler than the name that I originally had (which is my Jeep's license plates)...This is what Adam uses for me whenever I play video games with him... however it said that someone was using it (hence the number) so I might just change it again...

Not such a great weekend...well, I got to babysit my lil brother, so that was fun ...he became satan though around nap time on Sunday...

My sister took a cheap shot at me...I was sitting there and yelling (but not yelling) at her for taking a skirt of mine. She calls me at school to tell me not to touch her stuff...but when im gone...my shit is obviously fair game...she shot back at me with 'It's not like you can fit into it anyways!' and walked away...my mom knows how sensitive I am about my weight...her jaw just dropped...fucking Carpenter (who recently told me how great a friend i was b/c he feels comfortable talking to me)...ran to her rescue!...I was bawling and I packed just about all of the rest of my stuff up from my mom's house...I felt bad b/c it looked like I was running out on my mom, and I wasn't...she even offered to take me clothes shopping...she wanted me to feel comfortable...but I knew that I would have just fallen apart in the dressing room.

If I don't find an alternative soon, I'm going to have to go back to my meds...Adam and I fought uncontrollably...I think that he is finally getting sick of my shit...I don't know...I have to leave by 4am to get on campus and to class on time...that'll be fun...
Ciao
Joslyn

P.S. Thanks you guys for all of your kind words and encouragement...