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So Im happy again my very own Shandyowl is back. I have decided to chain him to my bed post so he cant dissappear again. Ya dig?

But on another note Im having the LAN party this weekend with my gaming guys who I have been playing with online for almost 2 years. They are all coming in Friday night from various states on the east coast and we are gaming Saturday morning from 10am to Sunday morning 10am. We rented out the gaming cafe for a all nighter (just the computer section) and are prepared to kick some serious gaming ass. Im really looking forward to meeting most of these guys face to face. I have seen alot of them on webcam as well as they have seen me and feel like a band full of brothers are coming home. The only hitch in this whole get together is Max, hes 17 lives in PA and his Mother thinks we are "invisible" people. She hates that he has friends that are online and not that hes antisocial but he has very few real life friends and thats in part to hes shy. Like super shy. But when he comes on the computer hes like Mr fucking chatty cathy. I like him alot as a friend and a gaming buddy so I offered to talk to his Mom seeing as out of all of us I can act the most responsible when I need too and have a responsible job (not being a snob just being honest) So I gave Max my work number and had his Mom call me there. When she called this morning she flat out asked if I was one of Max's invisible friends. I had to bite my tongue, hard. She pissed me off right at the beginning but I kept my cool for the most part. Because I know how much Max wants to come and I too want him to come and meet him. So I answered all her questions and assured her things were on the up and up and gave her my home phone number where most of the guys are crashing including the guy bringing Max here and she seemed alittle calmer and more agreeable. Why do people assume that because theres is a computer that introduced you to someone that its not a real person attached to them with real emotions? Im as real as a person can get. I get headaches, the flu, my period, and cramps. I am fucking real. Not invisible in the slightest. Adults amaze me sometimes in the worst way. If I was invisible id be standing in YOUR bedroom watching you masterbate everynight. But alas I am not.. So dont speak to me as such. I think I made it pretty clear to his Mom that she needs to stop addressing me and Max's other online friends as invisible and possibly she got it through her skull. So she told me she would talk to Max's father tonight and let me know tomorrow. I really hope she allows him to come. Other than that 27 guys will be there and me. 1 is under 18 , the rest are legal tender. Theres really only one guy who I even have the slightest attraction too and thats only because he kicks my ass at most everything we play. He makes me work for any win I get an it truly drives me nuts. He is unrelenting in his game play and treats everyone fairly and equal I like that in a guy. Although Id be lieing if I said I dont like to win when I play against these guys. Its like a test of the sexs. I must kill the meat and conquor the cave man in order to have my place in the tribe kinda thing. I love these guys in a truly sisterly fashion with the exception of the one guy. Hes different but I dont want to lose him as a friend and thats alot more important to me than a piece of cock. So I shall see.

Anyways I will let you all know how things went on Sunday night with an update. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.


Shandyowl Happy sock.


Just got a call from Max's mom shes letting him come.. El Yay!