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I have to stay busy, cant let the mind take off on its own.
Really bad birthday week and I seriously believe its making a run for worst ever. I just feel empty, and I'm trying to fight off the urge to shutdown. When you're hurt, its just too easy to crawl inside, lock up all those feelings, and not stick your neck out for anyone.

I think my neck is broken.

Too much hope hurts.