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This is a shitty video I made but is the band I used to sing for from 2003 - 2010 called pontius pilate. I had nothing to do with the crappy photoshopped pix, lol. I am amazed that I don't have more pix from back then. Too busy getting fucked up and having fun, i guess. We've made attempts at getting back together as recently as last week but it seem that has broken down again Wistfulness, yeah.... I miss these morons & wish we could play again. In a lot of ways, when the band died, so did I. These were good times. So, enjoy the music if it's your thing.

pontius pilate 03- 10 R.I.P.




Now I see the world through blind eyes, overwhelmed & out of my mind, unrealistic dreams & codeine, blind faith has got you nothing, self loathing & rejected, confused, I'm cage & discouraged, deceived your whole life,when are you gona fight? pessimistic?...no you're just right.

look and you'll find, their words all lie

given up, given out & given in, resurrected by my own sins, paranoid with a blank expression, I've prayed, to NO salvation, unaccountable for this pain, I'm self righteous, delusional & vein, consequence of a confused society, don't be fooled this is not your reality

look & you'll find, their words, all lies

I wana see you drown like I did, bleed the way I bleed, no escape from this prison that is my mind, I'm to blame for my mistakes, I've gone crazy & I don't know what it takes to find my way back to you

hate me, make it quick, kill me, make me bleed, love me, make me free, blame me, go away, kill me please

and you feel, you feel all alone in this world, (for you there is nothing) just know in this world, just know there is nothing for you, (in this world your alone and...)

you wanna bleed like I bleed? fear the fear i've felt? there's no escape from this prison that IS my mind, (for you there is nothing) i'm to blame for my mistakes, i've gone crazy and i don't know what it takes to find my way

but the pills don't help