_matt_

I did and said some shit that hurt someone I care about today and I am saddened by it. There is nothing I hate worse than hurting someone I care about, and here I go, doing it again.

I am so sorry. I cannot say that enough, I cannot mean that enough, I am so fucking sorry that I made you cry. I only want to ever see you smile and today I have failed at life by hurting you. I never wanted that...ever. The whole point of everything up to this point has been an attempt to make you smile and be happy and I fucked it away.

I am stabbing myself through the heart every second for that. Please forgive me.