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Just Found Out!

So I just found out, this morning actually, that my honey is doing two more suicide girl sets in December. I can't say with words how proud I am of her. I think it's beautiful that she is a model, and a nude one at that. It just exudes confidence and makes me even more crazy about her. She is quite literaly the most beautiful woman I have ever been with in my life, in every way possible.

This weekend we're going to have a blast. Friday night we are going Halloween costume shopping and then coming to my place for a chill night. Then Saturday we get to go paintballing where I live which is going to be freaking sweet. Don't tell her...but I'm going to shoot her once in each ass cheek. Ohhhhh....wait she can ready this....looks like I'm in trouble.

...yeah, honey, your ass is getting shot off this weekend.

Then after that we're going to a sweet ass halloween costume with a small sub-culture of I think Chinese people in Fresno. They want as many white people there as possible for some reason even though we're all going to have masks on. I think it's funny really.

This last weekend was awesome as hell. I spent it with my girl and we had a good time. Friday I woke her up early in the morning and pissed her off. I won't be doing that again for awhile.

That afternoon I picked her up from the Tattoo shop and we got some Sushi and walked around for awhile looking for employment. There seem to be some cool places around, but no one is really hiring for some reason and it is a bit discouraging, but she's a strong willed woman. I'm sure she'll find something. We stopped by a photo studio and that was only $20.00 for a membership and their dark room will be set up soon which is amazing. I hope she starts taking pictures of me soon. Something about being naked in the woods and scrunching all the photos together. It felt awkward to think about at first, but I think if my girl really wants to snap photos of me nekid then I'm all for it. Even in the middle of the woods.

Saturday we went and did a bit of rock climbing and then came home and showered and everything. I took her to work and hung out for a bit. Later that night we went to a hookah bar for the first time in my life and it was fun. I actually got to sit there and chil and get really high at the same time. I was so damn light headed. My honey and her roomates are always smoking down around me and she kinda felt bad since I can't smoke. I'd loose my career if I did, being in the Navy and all, so the hookah bar was a great idea. It was really relaxing and I was able to spend some quality time with my girl. Later on we headed back and chilled. I actually slept that night really good for once in a great while. I can't tell if it was the brownies I stealthed out in the middle of the night for, the hookah I smoked down on, or just the rythmic breathing of my gorgeous girlfriend, but I was out like a freaking light. And of course the next day I was still tired.

Then on Sunday she had to work. We woke up late and went and got some Subway. The lady making the sandwiches obviously hated her job and sucked at it. It took us about 20 minutes to get out of there. Then we went to the tattoo shop and hung out. Some random ass SG member came in and brought her some crazy present that I won't even mention because it was just INSANE. We'll just say that it made me wish I wasn't in the military for once. Then later on I attempted to go home and got called back to the shop since she was along. I thought it was cool though cause I got to hug and kiss my honey again. Then later on I tried to go home again and take a nap for work.

Yeah...I get all the way to fucking Lemoore and had forgotten my damn boots, so I had to drive ALL THE WAY back to Fresno and pick them up: which worked out well I guess because I got to see Moxy again and she was in a great mood. It's always nice to to see her smile. Then I finally get home and by this point it is too late to take any nap so I just headed to work and did my thing. I had a monster, one venom drink and some energy pills. Instead of being hyper I just sort of stayed on a plateou all the night which sucked. I need to stop taking that shit altogether. It leaves me too strung out. I sit her and take all that shit and never give a nod to what it's actually doing to me. Bad stuff.

Anway, I'm looking forward to another awesome weekend. I already can't wait for the week to be over and it's only been one day. The morons made me stay late today. I had to do a career developement board. They basically just sat me down and said, "Yeah, you're good to go', and then spent an extra 45 minutes talking to my peons about what to do in Naval life. It's amazing how clueless they can be sometimes. Then I got home and just couldn't sleep for shit. I was up until freaking 10:30am and then woke up at 2:30pm and am so tired that I could fall over, but every time I lay down I am wide awake. Maybe I should fall asleep standing up. Maybe if I fall over at least then I will be laying down....

I'm out.