Positive vs. Negative.
This week has been full of ups and downs, as life typically is, if it is any life at all.
I started thinking at work today about how amazing of a difference my day is when I am around one certain coworker. She is a really nice person to me, but she honestly has nothing positive to say ever, and it drains me. Listening to someone for 9 hours a day drone on about so. much. shit. makes me want to just curl up in a corner and rock back and forth. It's stuff she can't change; clients, company policy etc, but she just whines about it. The rest of my coworkers are so energetic and inspiring.
This then took me back to points where I wallowed in my own self pity, times where I was hooked in by self loathing to the point that I hated everyone and everything around me. Was fairly recent, too.
So. Much. Love. Honestly, there is so much good in this world, so much to be inspired about. Even when you are totally alone.
She(the coworker) then later confessed about relationship issues and anxiety issues in general. *ding*
Negative is breeding negative.
Work is awesome still.
Love is, well, love.
What is the song you are listening to right now?
Phish-Chalk Dust Torture(Live @MSG '95)
What is the song that tugs at your soul right now?
Either Where Will You Go-Minus 5 or Your Lady-Medeski,Martin and Wood
Other than my veins in my eyes exploding, all is well.
So.
Much.
Love.
Be happy kids, even if stuff sucks. You could be getting loaded a hearse.
This week has been full of ups and downs, as life typically is, if it is any life at all.
I started thinking at work today about how amazing of a difference my day is when I am around one certain coworker. She is a really nice person to me, but she honestly has nothing positive to say ever, and it drains me. Listening to someone for 9 hours a day drone on about so. much. shit. makes me want to just curl up in a corner and rock back and forth. It's stuff she can't change; clients, company policy etc, but she just whines about it. The rest of my coworkers are so energetic and inspiring.
This then took me back to points where I wallowed in my own self pity, times where I was hooked in by self loathing to the point that I hated everyone and everything around me. Was fairly recent, too.
So. Much. Love. Honestly, there is so much good in this world, so much to be inspired about. Even when you are totally alone.
She(the coworker) then later confessed about relationship issues and anxiety issues in general. *ding*
Negative is breeding negative.
Work is awesome still.
Love is, well, love.
What is the song you are listening to right now?
Phish-Chalk Dust Torture(Live @MSG '95)
What is the song that tugs at your soul right now?
Either Where Will You Go-Minus 5 or Your Lady-Medeski,Martin and Wood
Other than my veins in my eyes exploding, all is well.
So.
Much.
Love.
Be happy kids, even if stuff sucks. You could be getting loaded a hearse.
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cocoabutter:
thank you, dear. you know me so well!
light_bringer:
I think that we all have positive, negative and neutral forces that we're trying to work with and reconcile.