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Veggie Chilli over Brown Rice with a Maui Coconut Porter was my dinner this evening.

I was given a day off out of nowhere tomorrow, and I am going to enjoy it by doing whatever with my honey.

I still am feeling sort of out my head, but I will get by. I am not sure what is triggering it all, but it is still a nagging uncertainty that I am doing right by myself. I constantly feel like somehow I am falling short, but I am not sure how or where. Self improvement needs to start happening, I need to stop talking about taking classes, or painting again, I need to start doing more positive things for me. I am happy in my heart, but..I just feel like I could be more. A better lover, in better shape, in better mental health..all sorts of things, and I will be doing my best to get there in the next few lifetimes

Other news, me and the dude have tickets for our week in Seattle and Portland. Super excited for that.

Also, what the shit is happening with our $$, and our election. I have a weird feeling in the pit of my soul that shit is just going to get stranger. Alas, we are a strong country, hopefully we get the right leader to help us move on after all of this.

Oh well, I am off to watch It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia with my mister