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Monday Apr 23, 2007

Apr 23, 2007
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i have mostly been listening to ryan adams. love love love
everyone should own the heartbreaker album. or at least download bartering lines and oh my sweet carolina.

i'm going to get a tattoo that says heartbreaker, hellraiser, trouble maker.
just for the laugh, hopefully that's happening on saturday.
along with me moving. biggrin
some unpacking, lots of drinking and a night out to celebrate.

this weekend i went to ikea to get a few home things. i had a really good chat with my ma while we were there. about growing up and stupid adult things. i realised that the only things that i have any interest in are having my own place, supporting myself and no one telling me what the fuck to do. i have no interest in serious adult things. getting a mortgage. settling down. etc etc.

so on wednesday i'll be getting a final written warning at work. lame. i understand why though but they could be a bit more understanding. i think i should just be getting a written warning really.
whatever, it'll be fine.
that's my attitude to everything these days. it's now impossible for me to worry about things.
citalopram is like a vitamin to me. i can't get off the sofa with out it but i feel soooooo good.

anyways roll on saturday. although i do have a fair bit of sorting stuff out to do by then so i should crack on!
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avenel:
Thankyou! Its very rare for me to take a photo of myself so i thought I'd share
I took my microdermal out because it was lifting up due to the movement due to where its placed and kept catching which was making it more and more irritated and I could see that it was only going to get worse. It wasn't too bad to remove but I think one more is going to have to come out and it looks like its going to be more difficult to take out. Don't let this put you off though. The others healed like a dream and don't bother me at all. Its just the two that are/were bothering me were placed so when I moved they moved across my collarbone and I think that pressure is what caused them to lift up.
They were a piece of cake to have done. I was thinking they were going to hurt quite a bit but not at all and they felt ok soon as they were in. Its just the sting of the dermal punch and a slightly sore few seconds as they stretch the skin as they go in but not a big deal at all, my traguses have been about 20x more painful! If you want them go for it! I'm going to let where mine were heal for a while and then see if I can get them done but moved slightly so they work with the two left and I don't have the same problem.
Yeah it takes a while to get used to it and the get the dose etc right. Yeah it can take ages sometimes I went through a few years of trying different medication and having it either not work so well and/or make me feel terrible or stop having an effect. I'm settled now thankfully so I just have to have a check up every few months and go in when I feel I need it. I hope it continues to work well for you, I know how horrible it can be!
Sounds great, extra hands are always good when moving. I moved mostly by myself this time with many trips with my Clio rammed with stuff, thankfully I had a friend to help me carry furniture up the stairs into my flat though!

I will do, that would be amazing and v sweet of you, thank you!
Apr 26, 2007
avenel:
woah sorry i realise i wrote an essay!
Apr 26, 2007

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