_lauren_

geez ...
okay
so i wake up
look outta the window
and it is totally foggy

it was really warm yesterday
we have the most confusing weather

i actually like it when its foggy
i'm strange
hehe

i don't want to live forever
i want to die a beautiful death

i gotta get the hell out of this town
everybody's looking upside down

everybody here is looking for the same pain
it really seems like nothing ever changes

i don't care
i just want to die pretty

yeah
i feel rough

yay
no college for 3 weeks!!!

i'm a hit back person
you fuck with me
i'll fuck with you back

edited most out cause i sounded crazy

should i change my profile pic?
or should i leave it like this?

i dunno

dead baby jokes = tasteful

how do you get 1000 dead babies into a phone booth?
a blender.

how do you get them out?
nachos.

what's the difference between...
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yay
i get the keys to my new place at the end of next week
i'm so excited
i've just been looking at funiture and stuff

i'm not getting a new bed thou cause i have this king sized one which is sooooooo comfy
its coming with me
hehehe

so soon as i get the keys my dad and his mate are gonna start decorating...
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ick
i'm tired
another crazy day tomorrow
i hate crazy days
i just wanna stay inside
but then i guess i'd be bord

how would you entertain me?

i love flying at night
all the twinkly little lights
so pretty

amsterdam was okay
but i had stuff on my mind
and spent most of the trip freaking out
it wasn't fun


i've been sorting all my stuff out ready for when i move
its sucks
i'm glad to be moving
but i hate packing
and then unpacking


okay ...
my comp. just did...
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i'm back
i have a new PC
go me

fuck

grrrrrrrrrr is right!

seriously

you don't wanna know

although i'm kinda looking forward to going to amsterdam tomorrow
yay
warm food in vending machines

gonna take a bunch of photos too
i'm upload 'em to my boomspeed account and post the link here

fuck
i'm so pissed off
and upset
but mainly angry ...

is violence ever justified?

ps
had to change my email...
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i woke up so early this morning
so i got to watch the sun come up
yay
its nice and sunny
sorta foggy~hazy
but still sunny
woo

just watching the news
some guy live from kuwait city
an hour ago you could see 30/40 miles into the distance
and now there is a sand storm
and you can see anything

i had the strangest dream...
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ahh
i'm so impatient


thats a bad thing right?



"Amid the chaos of that day, when all I could hear was the thunder of gunshots, and all I could smell was the violence in the air, I look back and am amazed that my thoughts were so clear and true, that three words went through my mind endlessly, repeating themselves like a broken record: you're...
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meh
bad weather today

grrrrrrrrr
i'm watching th news
i really shouldn't be
war war war war war ...


lack of sleep is making me feel wierd