_kate_

i officially hate both boys and girls.
i haven't trusted a word a girl has said to me in about 6 or 7 years.
just started trusting one recently. (not fully of course but i talked to her more than any girl since a friend i had when i was 14)
and she just betrayed me like hardcore.
and it involves my bf. it's a long complicated story but thats the main part of it. he says it's not true. and i definitely believe him over her anyday but i can't help feeling shitty about it still. bad day yesterday. and doesn't look like it will be much better today. i have to work till 10 tonight. i dunno if i can make it. feels like i've been smacked in the fucking face with a 2x4.
i'm going to become a fucking nun.

kate