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I e-mail this to you, but I want to make sure you get it, I sent her a copy.


Apparently, youve been a busy guy. So it seems you decided to tell Her about an e-mail conversation we had, during which I said something to you in confidence. Nice. Id call that being a snake, but Im sure you have more positive label for your actions. After all, you seem very keen on making sure you remain in a positive light when reporting things.

But lets be clear. If you want to go around telling everyone everything, thats fine with me, because I have nothing to hide, and dont say things behind peoples backs that I would have a problem with them hearing. My advice to you though, is that if you want to go around being a snitch, you should at least have the decency to tell the whole truth and not just the fragments that work to your advantage.

Facts:
n You told me She was moving and I responded. I did not SAY that my conclusion was that she planned this all along, I SAID I wondered if that was the case. (am I allowed to make wild guesses to help me ease the pain Im felling?) You then asked me if I thought she could really have done that, and I replied that really, I dont know. Which to me, doesnt sound like I was accusing anyone of anything. It sounds to me like I made a guess, and thats all it was. And I should know what it sounds like because I said it, and I know what I said, and I know what I meant when I said it.
n I find it interesting that you were so willing add that you didnt take a side on the issue, yet you forgot to also mention that right after I sent you the e-mail you mentioned, I sent you a second e-mail saying:

Ignore what I just said. Im hurt, depressed and blabbering.

n If that doesnt make sense to you, let me paint you a picture. I just got dumped by someone I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was in pain, pain which I dont think you can comprehend. I was depressed, and I felt a whirlwind of emotions. While feeling that, I said something which I realized probably made no sense at all, and wasnt said in a rational frame of mind, but rather because of emotion. So I wrote you another e-mail to retract what I said, and you replied to the e-mail, telling me not to worry, because I was making sense and you were taking notes. Do you remember that? Now why, I wonder ,didnt you mention that part? I guess its better if someone looks bad, in order for you to look good.

I resent being accused of being a sneaky and shady person, because I am not. You, sir, are the shady guy here. So Im clearing this up. Did I say what you attribute to me? Yes, I did. But I also took it back because it was uncalled for. So the next time you decide to snitch, tell the whole truth instead of twisting facts.

And the whole time Im going through my pain, youre posturing yourself as this guy who wants to help and all that Why? Just so you could have ammunition to use against me? Personally I dont know. Nor do I care. But I think its really something that She trusts you so much, she immediately believed your half-truth without even trying to hear my side. But though no one really wants to hear my side, I figured Id say it anyway.

I think youve played both sides long enough. Hope it was fun. I for one am done being a sucker in this equation. You want to meet me and hang out with me? I dont expect that will be happening. I get stabbed in the back often enough that I dont need a friend to join the fray.

And thats my piece. You took advantage of my pain. Fuck you. What you just did disgusts me.

who the man? who the MAN?? *flexes* arrr!

ok, i'm not the man, but it was a rush.

we, uh...have casinos in detroit...