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cellosoul:
funny, there's nothing clark-kentian about you...
cellosoul:
Wow...we should compare notes. I'm really trying to get the giggle motor started again. I'm sick of my uberdarkness, it's quite ridiculous to me these days! Laughing at myself is comin' along slowly, but it's gettin' easier. How's about you?
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Thinking too much lately
tying knots and twisting my brain,
causing a flow of emotions that i've probably never knew how to express until now.
I'm thinking of the future
and hope

twenty four seven.

and on a who gives a fuck note :I'm cutting the dreads short....shocked
It wouldcn't be a big deal if liz wasn't going to kill me for doing this. shocked


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tigress:
NOOOOOOOOOOOO! eeek
don't do it! or have you already cut it? shocked

I won't kill you but i did love them.*sniffle* how short? do you look like a different person now or what??? I don't see you for a few days and look what you go and do...lol tongue
cellosoul:
Well, that's nice. Symbolic. Feeling emotionally tied? Write it out (even in the privacy of your own zone). It helps.
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I'm back home and missing her already.
I'll visit her again in 2 weeks so I'm not too down about not being with her right now. kiss
the weekend's over. back to the boring monotany called life.....
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tigress:
I've monopolized your journal surreal
tigress:
cool shit! biggrin
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I've been gone from this place for a while.
I'm in NY for the weekend! I've missed it.
Most of all I've missed kittenpants !!!! The girl is so fucking cool to hang out with and she makes me melt like butter.

so far nothing bad or fucked up to report so I am a happy guy biggrin

ok...off to check out naked girls now love
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tigress:
I make you melt cuz I'm on fire! tongue tongue tongue
not really...but some people think i am
cya again tonite boy! kiss
tigress:
you know I kind of feel like a retard because while you lived in NYC I totally took advantage of the situation and now I'm crazy about you!!!
dammit boy! 2 more hours baby! should I wear black (again) ? or red???? or pink??? wink

love you dearly!!!!!!!! love kiss
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I guess I should really update huh?
I'm busy as hell for one...and trust me hell is one busy place shocked
I've been listening to the yeah yeah yeahs a hell of a lot lately. love
I've made the bold step of moving back to where I belong. the good old Cali forn I a! kiss

what else? got a new girl...kind of confused we'll see how that goes......
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mr_ruckus:
Hey!
smile
silencenoir:
kiss kiss
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confused
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silencenoir:
Stop hiding!! *pinch*

how have you been?? kiss
latortuga:
Hey! all of a sudden, bam, you're back on my friends list... smile
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skull
one day, in the not so distant future, I will open the door and walk through and never look back at the mess I've left.

love,
K skull
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tigress:
I bought a book for ya! biggrin So get back out from under that rock! tongue
ativan101:
Hi K~ HOPE YOU'RE DOING ALRIGHT!!!!!! smile

Unfortunately, I'm still here because they charged me for a renewal on the same day I cancelled.....so, my membership ends on 2/28......& I'm defintely NOT renewing!!!!!! I'm done.................!
The movers come on Thursday & my last day @ work in the city is next Friday & I'm heading outta here to Connecticut. CAN'T WAIT!!!!!

Listen Take Care Of You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG HUG..................... wink
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Poison





A glass
of black hatred

thick
like molasses

dripping slowly
malevolently

poison

in your mouth


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devilsmistress:
that's beautiful
haunting
woke a sleeping demon, slipped his whisper in my ear
ativan101:
Good Luck Hon!!!!! kiss kiss kiss
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Dim the lights;
give me
a full~body massage...

or submerge me
in a whirlpool ~
hot bubbling liquid
to renew my senses.

This world is too...
emotional.
Too disturbed
and disturbing.
Destroying
whats left
of me.

I need
to
Escape!

biggrin biggrin bok miao!! ooo aaa
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ativan101:
K~
Pictures 1~3, which do you like the best.........I need an opinion soon or I'll order all three pair!!!!! HELP!!!!! confused
ativan101:
Yes, I indeed need therapy of some sort..............I'm actually sitting here @ my desk w/ my Neiman's card doing everything possible not to order these shoes.
By the way, you have great taste my friend.......#1 are the pair I really really want..........!!!!! shocked I like a man who likes good shoes!!!!!! wink Ok, that didn't distract me long enough!!!! tongue
I put you in my address book to stay intouch. I don't know when this membership ends....I joined on the 25th of Dec. so I'm assuming today is it.......we'll see!!!!!!!
Okay, now I'm breaking into a cold sweat.......I need to get away from this computer before I start ordering stuff & do some serious damage here!!!!! biggrin

Bye luv~ kiss
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it's friday. finally biggrin

bok miao!! ooo aaa
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ativan101:
Yeah, I've been here all this time....but in the chatroom. Sorry.....are you in Cali?
ativan101:
1:08EST.........10:08PST............did ya make there yet? Geeeeeeez!!!!! I'm getting sick K.......think it's the flu! frown
No one to take care of me.......I might go home tomorrow & infect the rest of my friends & family!!!!! wink
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I'll be leaving to Cali by the end of next month.
what else? I'm buying a laptop tomorrow .

I've been drinking a little too much . I'm not a huge drinker anymore so too much could be a half a glass tongue

and with that I will say good night!

bok miao!! ooo aaa
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ativan101:
Heah, tell me what day of the week is good for you? Are Tuesday's okay? Or are the weekends better? Get back to me on this befor I have to uggg eeek
go to Brooklyn & kick your ass!!!!!!
ativan101:
Night K~ maybe I'll actually sleep tonight whatever .........take care luv~