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Ugh...not in the happiest mood...I started out having a really great day. I went to an AA meeting this afternoon and this it was this guy Ron's birthday. He has 34 years of sobriety and has gone through some of the worst shit imaginable and he is still the nicest and coolest guy I know in AA. I am so proud of him and look up to everyone in AA so much. More than they will every know since I am the "alternative" girl of AA. Yes that was a direct quote which made me laugh. Now I am just bummed...it's probably the fact that I haven't had the easiest time going off the prozac. I have had pretty hardcore withdrawal symptoms...some of which I have spent some quality time with my toilet and let me tell you bonding with the toilet when you are sober sucks. Anyways I don't have a lot to be having a fit over. I am here and healthy and getting better slowly but surely. I have 2 months on the 13th which is more than I could have asked for. Anyways I got a hair cut today. I cut off a lot of my hair...I don't know how I feel about it. I feel like I look like a little boy. Bleh make me feel better.