Let me tell you something.
When I drink like more than a single glass of something, I have to stay up until I am completely sober. It's just this thing with me. I can't go to sleep affected. So here it is, 5:40am, and I am awake and listening the to the rain beat on my trailer (and by trailer I actually mean trailer, not...
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It has been a week of missing last busses and walking around all night.
A week of wondering how much longer I'll need to be unemployed, how much longer I'll do photography before I make a red cent from it, how much longer I'll be falling for girls 6 years younger than me because all the ones my age are either dead or married, how...
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Greetings, fellow cybernauts.

This week has been crappy. I feel unappreciated, hated, misunderstood and my neck is really sore.
However, I'm still gonna give you what you want. I'm gonna give you what you need.

Yesterday was my shoot with Pistolita. The room wasn't quite what we were expecting, but she looked positivily glowing, so I doubt my little perfectionist self needs to worry...
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Oh my gosh. I hung out yesterday with humans outside of a photo shoot or a bar! It was refreshing.
Of course, it was not a day without photos.

I do wish I were more articulate when sober. Seems it is only when I've been drinking that my mind slows down enough for me to string together spoken words in some pleasing way.

We had...
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Holy fucking.

I said to myself earlier today "I'm too old to keep this shit up". Then I laughed at myself and squinted hard into the mirror so you could see all the lines.

It's been a really busy past few days. Little sleep. 2 gigabytes of photos to sort through. Another half gig or so after tomorrow at noon.

And I was shown by...
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I've been down the past few days. Months of unemployment and a total absence of sex will do that.
Not like I'm one of those people who can never be alone, as I always have some artistic something to keep me busy, but I've spent probably 9 of the past 10 years single and I think I'm allowed to get a bit tired of it...
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I think my chest got broken tonight. See, I was drinking with a group of trannies and goddamn. They can get violent when they drink. Such was the case tonight. This kid Damien hit me as hard as he could. He missed the arm and hit be square in the ribs.

I am fairly drunk and it kills to even breathe in.

And somehow I...
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Lord, I have some serious catching-up to do.