July 17 was my last blog? It seems SO much longer. My little hiatus didn't last long now did it? The love and support I get from everyone here is so uplifting, it keeps me here, oh and the boobs.
Brainstorming idea's for another set and then got to find myself a photographer. Or hopefully work with the lovely Daeos again!
overview of the past 2 weeks:
Fletch left for Canada to visit our old housemates.
I have since ceased contact with him so I can use his time away to heal and grow, and hopefully my head and heart will become clearer.
Spent a night camping out in the bush with Stevie (my gypsy-pirate boyfriend) and his friends, we sat up all night by the fire, went for walks along the hills in the misty freezing cold and then went to sleep in the van by the river.
As soon as I was out there I felt instantly calm, the past 2 weeks of tears, sadness and stress were lifted away and I could not keep the huge grin from my face. It definitely brought Steve and I closer together, and made me realise I don't belong in the city. I need to be out in the bush, the freedom, the quiet. I grew up out there. The city is draining me.
I had a little medical problem and ended up needing external and internal ultrasounds (the latter was a little unpleasant, my legs shook like leaves in the wind and I couldn't stop whimpering and giggling.)
The lady said "that's all fine" to the first, but then during the internal one, whilst looking at my ovaries she stayed very quiet then told me she would fax my doc the results. So I spent the next 3 hours stressing over my ovaries.
It turned out everything was completely normal (thank god) so I stressed a little over nothing, but better to be safe than sorry.
I got a sweet email from my dad, He knows how much I've been hurting recently; it brought tears to my eyes. He's so sweet!
Subject: Just a reminder
" Hey Eesh,
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!
Dad."
I hope everyone is well
Love Aisha
xoxo
Brainstorming idea's for another set and then got to find myself a photographer. Or hopefully work with the lovely Daeos again!
overview of the past 2 weeks:
Fletch left for Canada to visit our old housemates.
I have since ceased contact with him so I can use his time away to heal and grow, and hopefully my head and heart will become clearer.
Spent a night camping out in the bush with Stevie (my gypsy-pirate boyfriend) and his friends, we sat up all night by the fire, went for walks along the hills in the misty freezing cold and then went to sleep in the van by the river.
As soon as I was out there I felt instantly calm, the past 2 weeks of tears, sadness and stress were lifted away and I could not keep the huge grin from my face. It definitely brought Steve and I closer together, and made me realise I don't belong in the city. I need to be out in the bush, the freedom, the quiet. I grew up out there. The city is draining me.
I had a little medical problem and ended up needing external and internal ultrasounds (the latter was a little unpleasant, my legs shook like leaves in the wind and I couldn't stop whimpering and giggling.)
The lady said "that's all fine" to the first, but then during the internal one, whilst looking at my ovaries she stayed very quiet then told me she would fax my doc the results. So I spent the next 3 hours stressing over my ovaries.
It turned out everything was completely normal (thank god) so I stressed a little over nothing, but better to be safe than sorry.
I got a sweet email from my dad, He knows how much I've been hurting recently; it brought tears to my eyes. He's so sweet!
Subject: Just a reminder
" Hey Eesh,
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!
Dad."
I hope everyone is well
Love Aisha
xoxo
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