The lolcat pic in the previous post was meant as a funny. Not saying im depressed or anything, even tho we all know the truth.
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I looked at myself in the mirror lastnight, and I got super upset. I'm huge. No wonder nobody wants me. Denial after denial. Rejection after rejection. I'm a mess. As I type this, I don't feel pain or sadness or anything really. I guess apathy really does work.
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Not that anyones asked (on here), but no, I'm not affected by the fires yet. The apartment where I live on the weekends, and the house where my kids stay with my ex-wife are too far inland in the city to matter I think. Smoke maybe, but fire, I doubt. They did have to close down my youngest son's Daycare school. But other then that, nothing. So thanks for (not) asking.
m1nq
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I looked at myself in the mirror lastnight, and I got super upset. I'm huge. No wonder nobody wants me. Denial after denial. Rejection after rejection. I'm a mess. As I type this, I don't feel pain or sadness or anything really. I guess apathy really does work.
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Not that anyones asked (on here), but no, I'm not affected by the fires yet. The apartment where I live on the weekends, and the house where my kids stay with my ex-wife are too far inland in the city to matter I think. Smoke maybe, but fire, I doubt. They did have to close down my youngest son's Daycare school. But other then that, nothing. So thanks for (not) asking.
m1nq
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i just figured the topic woulda come up in chat
i feel the same way about weight... no matter what i try i just get bigger
even when i had room for all of my weights and punching bag to be setup
i'd work out and ya sure it was prolly muscle, but i just got bigger and didn't lose any belly or chins
that sucked... its hard enough to find nice XL clothes ya know?
starvation seems to be working, at least thats what mgal says
but she's kinda obliged to say nice things to me, lol
*le sigh
i'm depressed often. i hide it cause it makes life easier i guess
m1nq indeed