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So I'm still around. Not online too much lately since I've been down here is southern Cali, the Inland Empire, doing my Rehab. Yeah, at least it feels like Rehab. I'm still doing a little boozing but no cigarettes or any other substances and other assorted self-destructive behavior. Its been OK. Its sucks trying to make such a big step with all the drama going...
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So I made the move to SoCal, been here since August actually. But haven't been online till now. So I had to get away from the poison in Albuquerque. Some kind of evil energy resides there I think, and it was consuming me. Where I'm at now is alright, but sure as hell not the place I plan on living for long. I really wasn't...
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Well I started for Vegas and wound up in Southern California. Hmmmm Well more updates soon......

Oh and I REALLY WANT TO SEE THE DARK KNIGHT DAMN IT !!!

So I'm finally getting the fuck out of Albuquerque and its about DAMN time!! I'm kinda nervous cause I'm planning on moving without any real plan or idea about what the hell I am going to do. But you know, its not like I have any kids, its not like I'm married and its not like Albuquerque is the kind of place that you don't...
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New Poritshead. DAmn its good. Get it.

And if you don't know who Portishead is then What the fuck is wrong with you??

Have you ever felt like you are close to the end?

I cannot go through this again
I cannot go through this again
I cannot go through this again

Been over, and over and over this before..........................

If you are reading this than you must of stumbled upon my Blog by mistake.

If you've met me than I'm sure my memories are alot different than your own.

If I ever appear in your memories, sorry about that. Its an on going problem.

I'd like to forget myself too.

OK.....
What the FUCK just happened here in my life?!!

I feel ill.

Pointless to rant about it but what else to do at 3 in the morning.......

With not much to say and not many to say it to (and lets be honest I don't know what to say anyways) here's a few lyrics to what I've been listening to

"Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.."

" I read the news today Oh Boy..."

Excellant songs if you know where they came from

So its way past due for a new Blog post since I haven't been online in awhile and since I probably won't be online closer to the date.Merry Christmas to everyone. I love this cold weather we are having. I know some people hate it when winter comes but I'm the opposite, there needs to be more Snow! Other than the cold weather life just...
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