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Alright new blog time. Nobody likes all that negativity!
So here's something to make you feel better.
Or at least, it makes me feel better




Can you believe that was risque way back whens?
She is fucking precious!!
Gorgeous!!
Bettie Page.
Queen of Hearts.

Well I guess they won't allow Wrong by Depeche Mode to be embedded anymore.
So shit.

So not to dwell on the negative but I'm getting realy tired of my life thus far in Cali. I think I'm gonna try to move up north. I don't really know at this point except this shit is not working. My rehab stint is almost over and I...
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I feel like laughing so this video is old but this shit makes me crack up every fucking time.




LMAO I need this as my ringtone.

Ugh. Yawn. I'm feeling fucking bored. Just went to a local minor league baseball game, the lake elsinore Storm. It was fun just to go to a game but I am feeling bored in a bigger way. LOL Yeah, last time that feeling came around I wound up quiting my job, going on a journey to find the real american dream or fucked up "walkabout"...
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Can't sleep
Way too fucking late at night
So Update time....

Last weekend was pretty fun. Friday night was SGSD night and although I'm a way too quiet and shy to strike up a conversation beyond hi I'll definetly be showing up for a future event. It was actually my B-Day last weekend so I spent a little time with family as well. Some minature...
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Fuckin hell !!
So I've been trying to get all the credits I need for my Pharmacy Tech Recertification to get a job out here in Cali. I basically graduated from college with my useless Associates in Liberal Arts and a Pharmacy Tech Certification and never used either to my benefit.

What can I say? Self Destruction doesn't pay and now I have to earn...
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Fuck today was strange. Not really a bad day or anything but DAMN did I want a cigarette today!! I quit six months ago but had the eye twitch and freak out withdrawals! Arrrggghhh!! Sweet, sweet cancer sticks. Blackened lungs and a hacking cough again

Anyways, I'm using a new screen name. I hate thinking of names. I always feel like I'm nicknaming myself. I...
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The Superbowl the perfect reason to drink yourself stupid. It was actually a pretty damn good one too. My heart was saying Cards but everyone knew it was going to be the Steelers winning it. Can't believe it is already Feburary though, that just makes me think that my birthday is coming up soon. At least I can say that the past year has been...
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