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Thursday Apr 23, 2009

Apr 23, 2009
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mad mad mad
Well I guess they won't allow Wrong by Depeche Mode to be embedded anymore.
So shit. tongue

So not to dwell on the negative but I'm getting realy tired of my life thus far in Cali. I think I'm gonna try to move up north. I don't really know at this point except this shit is not working. My rehab stint is almost over and I can move on. So yeah puke its just time to move on again.

So here's basically my mindset in music


And the lyrics

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here


Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and Id hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

(Not in the video, Album version)
Loved ones back home all crying cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; Im choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here


Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and Id hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right



Nuff said

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
kottonkandy:
good luck!
Apr 24, 2009
bob:
Muchas gracias for the love left on my new set! I really appreciate it. EL SUICIDO LOCO

Apr 24, 2009

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