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i dont know what to do. i thought that if i passed all of the other parts of the GED besides math that my parents would be happy with that, and would wait until i could enroll in fall classes and not kick me out on Aug 31st but apparently that wouldnt change anything at all. they dont care that i cant enroll for classes right now. ive basically given up on finding a job, if i couldnt get one when i had blonde hair and i took out all my piercings so i looked like a sweet little blonde kid, then im definitely not getting one now. plus im limited to where i can look for a job or accept a job because i dont have a car and i would be taking the bus to and from work. i dont know how the bus system is in other states, but it blows here. if i got a job three miles away it would take me up to two hours to get there. the busses are a good 40 mins late most of the time. im sick of trying and not having my parents give a shit whether i was out looking for a job for four hours every day this week or not. this is absurd. this is a lose lose situation. i have until Aug 31 to figure out what im doing with my life. with zero help from the people who are supposed to support me the most.