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My speed flash should be in today. I can't wait. The diffuser for it won't be here for another few days to a week. Stupid, I know. You'd think they'd be shipped together, but apparently the flash is sold through amazon and the diffuser thru a thrid party. So I have to sit here and wait.

Still I'll have a blast with my flash! At least i get the flash first and not the diffuser first lol, I can actually still play with the flash.

Growing stronger each day. I'm pretty sure by now this jerkface is probably kicking himself in the ass. If not, he will soon. Regardless, I'll be having fun with my camera

It's nice to have so much support this time around. Even HIS friends are coming at me with support. It's quite a change from the last argument/break up shin dig we had. It's a comforting feeling. Totally reassuring. Even if I don't get back together with him. I hear he's stressing about the acoustic show they're doing soon. I'm kinda wondering if him stressing over the songs not converting right is what set him off. He's weird like that. Fucking musicians.

Anyways, I'm gonna lay down for a few more hours until business open up and once again go job hunting. Hopefully I find something. Wish me luck!