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I go tmy cheeks pierced. I had a lovely mixed episode yesterday. Now I'm on a nice lil cocktail. Wellbutrin XL, Lamictal, and Klonopin. Fun fun fun. I'd rather just smoke some pot than load up on pills. But I must admit. Klonopin's are kinda nice.


Here's some pics:

Don't even DARE say anything about my looking like a chipmunk. I'm sick of hearin it! lol

My tooth looks totally weird in the 2nd pic. Hey- it's camera phone pics!

So 2 more days until I can smoke again. WOOOWHOOOOO!!! Can't wait. I focus way better on my school work when I'm stoned now. It's hard for me to not get distracted now. Stupid meds.

My biopsy is on Thursday. That outta be fun. I'm gonna go stoned out of my mind ( if they allow, my doc seems pretty cool ) if not, I'm taking an anxiety med and pain killer beforehand. I'm still pretty scared, but feeling a bit more confident about it. Wish me luck, pray for me, whatever. Candles would be nice too. I'm still kinda scared. Cancer is a scary word. Especially when in the same reference to your vag.

Eh. Fuck it.

SO I've go this homework I'm supposed to be doing, but my mind is off in other places. Looks like I'm gonna end up cramming for my exam tomorrow night. I just gotta do my notes! I can't even sit still for more than an hour to do them. Hope these side effects wear off soon.


Eeeeek. Me tired.

I'll update/edit this tomorrow.

Love yall!