i have been having the best weekend ever.
i've been getting to the beach in the afternoon and drinkin and comin home pretty early and passing the fuck out.
now i know i could have been staying up to party, but in a way i'm glad i've been passing out, because drinking more than i already have by thhat point would surely result in a burly hangover. which i have escaped entirely the past three days!
i think i've been passing out because i have barely been eating with my drinking. oh well, all i know is i wake up a lil foggy and all the memories of the great drunken times start running through my head and then i feel great. I needed this after those two days of hell last week...by the way that hell ended as soon as i had a beer!
anyways there has been lotsa drunk drama(mostly the kind you laugh about later), lotsa friends, lotsa boozin, lots of the beach...oh yah we went on the boat to watch the fireworks...that was neat-O. oh and i got a possesion ticket after smoking under a blanket on the beach with the police sgt's son HA.
yah so more later but i need to go start my fourth and final beach party day!!!!!!
SO. happy.
i've been getting to the beach in the afternoon and drinkin and comin home pretty early and passing the fuck out.
now i know i could have been staying up to party, but in a way i'm glad i've been passing out, because drinking more than i already have by thhat point would surely result in a burly hangover. which i have escaped entirely the past three days!
i think i've been passing out because i have barely been eating with my drinking. oh well, all i know is i wake up a lil foggy and all the memories of the great drunken times start running through my head and then i feel great. I needed this after those two days of hell last week...by the way that hell ended as soon as i had a beer!
anyways there has been lotsa drunk drama(mostly the kind you laugh about later), lotsa friends, lotsa boozin, lots of the beach...oh yah we went on the boat to watch the fireworks...that was neat-O. oh and i got a possesion ticket after smoking under a blanket on the beach with the police sgt's son HA.
yah so more later but i need to go start my fourth and final beach party day!!!!!!
SO. happy.
I believe for most of us, it's all cyclical-- just as things will inevitably decend into the sewer of chaos sometimes, entirely beyond your control, and you can feel how helpless you are in the face of it, you have to remember that they will also improve the same way eventually, and there's nothing you can do about it. It's always difficult to get sad people to look at it that way, but sometimes it's better not to resist when the prowling, nasty undecurrent comes creeping around your way. The transitions flow more easily that way.
Or just remember not to read your past journal entries, one of the two.
You guys are funny. I enjoy keeping up on your mischievous adventures.
Keep smiling and take care of yourself.
-adios.