I'm listening to Alice DJs 'Will I Ever'. It rules. It makes me feel like I'm in a fluffy fairyland and I want to prance around with the other fairies and stuff. Heehee. Either that or I'm in the middle of a circle of hot candy girls at a party...yum.
The chickens will soon be relocated to their new home at my boyfs gmas in the country. Good. Those fuckers won't shut up and they won't stay in the yard. I love em, they're so cute, but man. High maintenance. That's why I ain't havin kids. I think chickens are high maintenance! Ha.
Me and my boi are hitting the rocks again. Lord when will it end. we are both not getting what we desire sexually and we've admitted that to each other. I don't even care anymore. Whatever happens happens. We're going to still be best friends and still love each other, and I know we're gonna break up eventually.
I'm not going to school in April now. In the next few months, definitely. I've decided it's more important to have a comfortable living space and income set up while I go to school than it is to get there NOW.
I like my job at Whole Foods, but it's toooooo easy and boring now. If I'm gonna keep working longer than this month I believe I will find me a new one of those job things. Hopefully a better paying coffeehouse manager fluffy easy job.
I can't wait to have four grand to buy my big Select Comfort bed. YAY that will be a happy nights sleep.
I can't wait also for a few weeks to go by...My boi owes me a tat from Christmas and he said I can do it soon. My next one will be my penguin on my left forearm/elbow. WHOOHOO I haven't got tatted in two years!
ALSO I can't wait for this weekend. I think I'm gonna be bad and pierce my lip since I have two days off in a row.
The only thing is that I'm going to a party Sat night and I don't want to be uncomfortable. Or unable to make out with anyone
. Eh, we'll see.
Speaking of Saturday, I'm going to an oldscool trance session in San Bernadino. YAYA I CAINT WAIT!!!!! I'm supposed to go with my oldest dance partner, the one who got me back into the music. I haven't danced with him in so long, I can't wait!
We're moving SOON. I can't wait for that either. I wonder if I'll be moving on my own or with my boi.
The empty lot next door now has a lovely trailor parked in it. They're starting construction there soon. FUCK that. That means a lot of traffic around out house and a lot of dirt and noise and our street getting fucked up. They already built three houses down the street the other way and fucked up the street and didn't fix it. Isn't it the law to fix the fucking street after you fuck it up????? I drive a lowered car (don't laugh, it's a lowered Mustang GT, not a rice rocket) so that don't fly.
The chickens will soon be relocated to their new home at my boyfs gmas in the country. Good. Those fuckers won't shut up and they won't stay in the yard. I love em, they're so cute, but man. High maintenance. That's why I ain't havin kids. I think chickens are high maintenance! Ha.
Me and my boi are hitting the rocks again. Lord when will it end. we are both not getting what we desire sexually and we've admitted that to each other. I don't even care anymore. Whatever happens happens. We're going to still be best friends and still love each other, and I know we're gonna break up eventually.
I'm not going to school in April now. In the next few months, definitely. I've decided it's more important to have a comfortable living space and income set up while I go to school than it is to get there NOW.
I like my job at Whole Foods, but it's toooooo easy and boring now. If I'm gonna keep working longer than this month I believe I will find me a new one of those job things. Hopefully a better paying coffeehouse manager fluffy easy job.
I can't wait to have four grand to buy my big Select Comfort bed. YAY that will be a happy nights sleep.
I can't wait also for a few weeks to go by...My boi owes me a tat from Christmas and he said I can do it soon. My next one will be my penguin on my left forearm/elbow. WHOOHOO I haven't got tatted in two years!
ALSO I can't wait for this weekend. I think I'm gonna be bad and pierce my lip since I have two days off in a row.
The only thing is that I'm going to a party Sat night and I don't want to be uncomfortable. Or unable to make out with anyone
. Eh, we'll see.
Speaking of Saturday, I'm going to an oldscool trance session in San Bernadino. YAYA I CAINT WAIT!!!!! I'm supposed to go with my oldest dance partner, the one who got me back into the music. I haven't danced with him in so long, I can't wait!
We're moving SOON. I can't wait for that either. I wonder if I'll be moving on my own or with my boi.
The empty lot next door now has a lovely trailor parked in it. They're starting construction there soon. FUCK that. That means a lot of traffic around out house and a lot of dirt and noise and our street getting fucked up. They already built three houses down the street the other way and fucked up the street and didn't fix it. Isn't it the law to fix the fucking street after you fuck it up????? I drive a lowered car (don't laugh, it's a lowered Mustang GT, not a rice rocket) so that don't fly.
Sometimes there are just relationships where you have learned all you can and to grow as a person you need to move on. Its great that you 2 will probably stay friends though. He'll be a great person to talk to later on when you need insight into future problems.Breakups always suck but It sounds like you both will weather it. You have alot of change coming soon so I suggest you party your ass off at Primal Trance this weekend! Celebrate everything you have had, and everthing that is to come! (and party twice as hard for me since Ill be stuck in 9hr classes all weekend
The sun is just below the horizon and a new day is dawning. Go for it!