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Saturday we were lying in bed and I felt something crawl on me. I SPRANG up---well I WOULD have sprung up but my arm was trapped under him.

I smacked my knose right into his knee.

OW. Ever since my nose won't stop running---were talking waking up cause of snot dripping out onto my pillow! And I feel like I'm in a head cold fog.

Stupid nose. Stupid fear of spiders.

On the bright side, I get the day off and I get to hang out with mah two best girlie friends.

I always get so excited when R and I are gonna hang out alone.

Don't know why; for one, I can't tell if she's still into me coz she won't show any signs unless were alone, and two, it's up to me to put the moves on her and I'm too chicken shit anyway. I'm waaay freaked out that she's gonna be all 'ew, get off' and be pissed...

Then I think about our past encounters and I think, no, she's just shy and I'm just shy and we're both just waiting for a sign...

DAMN I wish I was single sometimes. Relationships complicate everything so.