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I left San Diego for Idaho pretty much happy with my life, ready to pick it up where I left off upon my return.

I'm back. For the first time, flying into my hometown actually filled me with gloom and dread.

I feel incredibly empty now having left my family behind.

I'm re thinking everything in my life now.

I'm not saying I need to pick up and move to Idaho right now.

I'm not saying I need to quit my job.

I'm not saying I need to break up with my man.

My priorities from before my trip just feel very empty and meaningless now. I need to re think them.