you know when you have...
the WORST dream, so bad it makes you feel like crap, even for hours after you wake up you feel like it's real, even though no evidence in your life supports it??
yeah.
the WORST dream, so bad it makes you feel like crap, even for hours after you wake up you feel like it's real, even though no evidence in your life supports it??
yeah.
Yes! This happens to me all the freaking time.
I hate it, because in the dream I actually feel all the real emotions I would if it were to really be happening to me.
I always dream about this boy that I know i will never have again. I know he will move on.
I hate it, it breaks my heart.
I can smell him and talk to him.
Most of my dreams are him coming to my house out of no where and all we do is laugh and snuggle.
Everything is perfect for that moment. It is just me and him and nothing matters.
Towards the end of my dreams, I realize that they aren't real and it is just a dream, I try to keep myself asleep so I can spend more time with him. But then I wake up and wish I never had it because all these emotions won't go away.
I wake up feeling like i cant breathe and my heart is stuck in my stomach and i cry.
Even just thinking about the dreams make my heart ache and tears swell.
Every day that I wake up, i have to got throw the emotions of not having him and losing him all over again.
If i come your way, wanna change my hair up and get some coffee?!
I don't talk to you as much as i used too! I am sorry!
You know i adore you, right?!