rather than blogging tonight, i need to empty my head, find the 'space between the perception and the interpretation.' as eckhart says... so here's a list, kind of a to do list, kind of an everything that's running through my head list. pardon the lack of censorship.. but hey, that's me.
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1. follow my intuition to my next means of income.
2. start composting.
3. get my family composting.
4. get a storage unit, get the garage cleaned out and the cars off the street (this is not my job, but i still let it bug me that it hasn't yet been done after three weeks).
5. pay the rest of the rent (also not my job, this one i know will get done so i should just relax).
6. get caught up with our budget (and come up with $800 to get boi's license back asap).
7. call the medical office responsible for our budget being off (also not my job- sheesh i wish someone would quit procrastinating!)
8. see my bestie and give her her birthday present. and hopefully make up for not seeing her at all on her bday weekend.
9. nurse/prune/hope my daisies back to life.
10. spring clean the house (or at least wipe out the fridge).
11. see about getting some ladybugs.
12. but first, bug bomb. (btw, if anyone knows of a good non-ball way to get rid of moths let me know. grrr.)
13. figure out who all's going (love that grammar) and who we're riding with to this party this weekend.
14. figure out mothers' day gifts and activites.
15. log my workouts and get back into my yoga routine.
16. get my boi to call att about his phone battery draining twenty minutes after a full charge.
17. figure out a way to get laundry done (and where to get those carts all the old ladies on the bus have).
18. organize our recycling system.
19. get our printer software working properly. as in, not freezing up the computer every time we turn the printer on.
20. get my piano tuned and fixed, get lessons again, have jam sessions, whatever it takes to get me playing again. and disciplining myself to play the hard stuff.
21. order light bulbs.
22. get a filter or a new air purifier.
23. clear out all my phone pics.
24. clear out my email inbox. (shudder)
25.resize pics from family visit.
26. figure out which classes and where for fall semester.
27. go visit mr paul.
28. print out some references and get the tattoo ball rolling.
29. take time out for lots more mayan calendar research.
30. get laid a lot more.
31. get more familiar with politics and current events.
32. return my second pair of shoes to zappos. yes, my cheapo payless gym shoes are more comfy than the expensive ones. i was surprised.
33. order a pill eater. as in the kind for clothes.
34. look at a ton of sets and journals.
35. upload a shit load of pics.
36. did i mention it's time to land a sweet ass job?
37. speaking of which, i'm going to check out that consulting position i've been thinking about...
ok. nigh night
oh wait,
but first.. in my last blog, the pics were taken with one of these:
more pics from that magical san pedro evening:
rather ufo-ish, uh... drain? haha
some people got married under this.. cool, but super creepy when it's all dark!
i wear my sunglasses at night
love it
haha kids these days...
that's all folks. yawn. 
