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won't it be fabulous when:

~the perfect job springs out of nowhere right into my path and i am ready to receive it?

~my body responds to my healthy eating and working out and becomes a match to the perfect vision i have in my head?

~i receive twice the money weekly i was receiving at my former job, effortlessly?

~i visit my family in a few weeks and have a great time?

~i go on my cruise with bob proctor and make a lifetime's worth of connections and discoveries?

~i wake up each day with grattitude and a clear purpose?

~my boi's shop takes off and we are having a blast building fun toys and making a ton of money doing it?

~we go to the desert with all our own toys?

~i have a full clientele of people to do badass hair on?

~our car is back in perfect running condition, and not only that, is faster than ever and handles perfectly and looks beautiful?

~i come up with the perfect placement for my tattoos and they all come together beautifully?

~i feel comfortable on the phone and learn to keep in touch with my friends and family better?

~my skin is flawless?

~i reteach myself to play my piano?

~my truck has transformed from this
to this
?

won't it kick ass when:

~my days seem to stretch out before me, and i have more than enough time to do anything and everything i want to do?

~i have all the fun clothes i could ever want?

~i'm a master hair designer?

~my hair grows into something i love?

~i learn extensions and kick ass at them?

~girls at school see my talent and all want me to do their hair?

~i finally get out of school and get to go to burningman??

~i get to go camping up in the redwoods and sequoias (sp) again?

{[don't you just expect an ewok to come scurrying out??}}

~i go to europe for the first time?

~i have a sexy girlfriend i identify with, trust and adore? (haha that reminded me of sixteen
candles)

i've been looking for the right job for a month and a half...

applied at salons and beauty supplies..

i got offered hairstylist positions at some nice salons, and a training position at my favorite salon in san diego, which was frustrating because i don't have a license, but flattering because i don't even have a portfolio yet!

i just couldn't seem to find the right fit though, and gave up for the past couple weeks, thinking i just didn't know where else to apply that i would enjoy...

THEN i started BELIEVING that i would be shown where to apply and i would be ready for the right job when it is presented to me...

only days later..

this morning i was planning on revamping my search and was just listing a bunch more beauty supplies to apply at, and i got a call from the beauty supply that's five minutes from my house for an interview! i had given up on them because it was taking soo long for them to respond to my application..

it's a professional beauty supply, which is awesome, because i can learn the quality products i will actually be using once i'm working as a stylist.. AND when i applied the manager asked if i would like to work mon-fri 8:30-4:30! PERFECT schedule (except that i'd rather work PART time.. but i'm sure that can be arranged later!).

:::doing the happy dance:::

i KNOW this job is mine! and the professional beauty supplies pay more than the average ones i was about to apply at!