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transferred to a new team and a new territory, (which i'm not too stoked about, because i love my team now and i'd rather deal with east coast dummies than west coast bitches) but at least one of my favorite coworkers is moving teams with me.

my new manager is the only one that's acceptable out of all the managers here (besides my current one, who i've been getting wierd vibes from lately anyway that have been making me nervous). if i had been assigned to anyone else i would have demanded a different manager or quit on the spot.

he's new, he likes me, he's on it, and he's pretty cool.

AND this new assignment happened after a week or so of feeling unsatisfied at work even to the point of looking at other jobs, then one night i decided, i'm just going to be grateful for the job i have, and trust that either things will change for the better, or i will find an even better job. it worked! work has been much better with this attitude!

(got turned off coz i returned my christmas gift to staples last weekend and it was easier for them to credit it back to my card than to do cash.. they neglected to tell me it would take almost a week to see that money.. and i had turned around and bought a more expensive camera that i couldn't bear to take back just to pay a bill)

i can finally play around with photography! i've been dying to for ages.. i've already been snapping random shots and it's so fun!!

i love that i have so much talent. i love that even learning the basics opens up doors for so much more experience. i love that i'm going to be doing something i absolutely LOVE for a living~ a darn good living at that. i love my classmates (even the bitchy ones are nice to me) and my teachers (especially my main freshman teacher.. check out my post about him in the Secret group..so cool!). i love how each night goes by way too fast rather than dragging on.

once i started focusing on my perfect body and perfect health , those became my reality. i have been able to make time to go to the gym and do pilates and yoga, and my ass is thanking me! summer's in three months and i will be more than ready bitches!

he is so thoughful and kind, and funny, and positive, and smart.. and he wakes me up with oral! sunshine streaming in through the windows and a rad boi between your legs = best way to wake up ever!

i'm finally learning to focus on abundance and prosperity regardless of current circumstances. i KNOW i will double my income in the next few months, and that i will do it seamlessly and effortlessly. and that feels so good!

they are the coolest shit in my life. period. how many people can say that? plus, i have the bonus of having two sisters, five brothers, a brother in law, and awesome parents.. that's a big chunk of awesomeness!

mine and my sisters' version of mr. toad's wild ride:

my dad used to race professionally, so i've grown up on supercross and motocross. our thing used to be to go to the anaheim race.. i WILL take my dad to one last race before they move.. i don't know or care how but i REALLY want to.. the last anaheim race is feb 3 in two weeks.. i'm excited! i'm totally going to surprise him somehow. and i've never been to a race with my boi! so this will be fun. and if i can i wanna take some brothers.. two of them are big now and i've only been with them when they were wee.

i've got great ideas coming to me all the time, i have one rad artist, and i know i'm going to find more (i don't want just one artist's style all over me)..

my boi has been wanting to coverup his gay tat of his ex's initials forever..and we're getting each other tats for our four year aniversary feb.11!!!! (so cool that my bday is 1/11, his is 9/11 and our aniv. is 2/11! so many 11s!)

i can't decide what i want next though, that's the only prob. oh well i can always get more later!!! i'm tempted to leave my calf sleeve unfinished a bit longer so i can get archimedes!!!

i'm so in love with archimedes owl in the sword in the stone! he is the cutest thing i've ever seen and makes me laugh my ass off! he's going somewhere very visible for sure!