lalala... much better spirits today.
watered my plants alst night.. it wasn't so bad in the dark as i thought.
now i can go home tonight and start the repotting madness i hope..
seriously buying plants is a compulsion. i must have over fifty. imagine when you go to the pet store or pound and all the animals are lookin at you with those big sad eyes as if to say, 'take me with you PLEASE?'. that's what i get from plants.
i figured out that i can host my mp3s on my company preview site they gave me.. yee haw that's easy!
also figured out that i don't have to look at my skin and force myself to imagine it healed.. it's more effective if i either look at it and accept what is with hope that it is changing..even MORE effective is simply distracting myself keeping busy or doing somthing fun or thinking of things i love.
found an AWESOME all natural skincare company! i ordered their DERMCare stuff and can't wait to try it.. they have a bunch of products that are just what i've been looking for.. my best friend is an esthetician and she didn't even know about this stuff! i might become a distributor if i like it..
ZENMED
had a terrible nightmare last night! about my best friend being a total bitch and her new boyfriend (the guy in the dream wasn't familiar at all) trashing my family and me and it was horrible.. i told her to get the fuck out and we weren't friends anymore.. i was crying to my dad about it then i woke up..
i believe my dreams show me how i've been vibrating on a given subject.. this one makes sense because i have been thinking a lot about her and wondering if she really measures up to the new standards i have for the people i allow into my life.. i know this sounds harsh...it is.. i think my dream was telling me that i need to orient myself to the best aspects of her and be grateful that she's been such a true-blue friend for ten years and one of the most real people i've known.. she may not be as savvy, spiritual, motivated, etc as i would like to be inspired by, but she's an awesome person and to blow her off because she's not my idol would be lame.. as much as i'm tempted to purge everyone who's not completely inspiring... that would be like throwing the baby out with the bathwater.. she could have given up on me tons of times.. it's been a long road to get to where i am now..i'm going to call her today. yeah, you heard me. call her. pick up the ph-ph-phone and do that thing that most of the world seems to love doing but i avoid like the plague.
just bought a domain name.. pimpyourhair.net.. .com isn't available but soon will be and i hope i get that one too..
i think that will make a great platform for my online portfolio.. easy to remember, eh? my homie from work is good with dreamweaver and all that good web design shit and he's gonna tutor me.. i'm excited!
watered my plants alst night.. it wasn't so bad in the dark as i thought.
now i can go home tonight and start the repotting madness i hope..
seriously buying plants is a compulsion. i must have over fifty. imagine when you go to the pet store or pound and all the animals are lookin at you with those big sad eyes as if to say, 'take me with you PLEASE?'. that's what i get from plants.
i figured out that i can host my mp3s on my company preview site they gave me.. yee haw that's easy!
also figured out that i don't have to look at my skin and force myself to imagine it healed.. it's more effective if i either look at it and accept what is with hope that it is changing..even MORE effective is simply distracting myself keeping busy or doing somthing fun or thinking of things i love.
found an AWESOME all natural skincare company! i ordered their DERMCare stuff and can't wait to try it.. they have a bunch of products that are just what i've been looking for.. my best friend is an esthetician and she didn't even know about this stuff! i might become a distributor if i like it..
ZENMED
had a terrible nightmare last night! about my best friend being a total bitch and her new boyfriend (the guy in the dream wasn't familiar at all) trashing my family and me and it was horrible.. i told her to get the fuck out and we weren't friends anymore.. i was crying to my dad about it then i woke up..
i believe my dreams show me how i've been vibrating on a given subject.. this one makes sense because i have been thinking a lot about her and wondering if she really measures up to the new standards i have for the people i allow into my life.. i know this sounds harsh...it is.. i think my dream was telling me that i need to orient myself to the best aspects of her and be grateful that she's been such a true-blue friend for ten years and one of the most real people i've known.. she may not be as savvy, spiritual, motivated, etc as i would like to be inspired by, but she's an awesome person and to blow her off because she's not my idol would be lame.. as much as i'm tempted to purge everyone who's not completely inspiring... that would be like throwing the baby out with the bathwater.. she could have given up on me tons of times.. it's been a long road to get to where i am now..i'm going to call her today. yeah, you heard me. call her. pick up the ph-ph-phone and do that thing that most of the world seems to love doing but i avoid like the plague.
just bought a domain name.. pimpyourhair.net.. .com isn't available but soon will be and i hope i get that one too..
i think that will make a great platform for my online portfolio.. easy to remember, eh? my homie from work is good with dreamweaver and all that good web design shit and he's gonna tutor me.. i'm excited!