song downloading, successful. lots of nonpoint and disturbed.
mp3 hosting.. ripping my hair out!! can anyone point me in a good direction of a site that you don't have to give out allll your info to join and that actually WORKS??
now my plants, which needed watering yesterday, are all sitting outside all forlorn.. and it's too dark to see well enough to give them a good watering/repotting.
but i feel guilty.
and we were supposed to go to the gym but i am bummed because i ditched my plant plans and also my skin is pissed right now so i don't know if i a)want to show ANY of it and b)want to sweat.
does anyone else avoid calls just because? i do. i HATE answering the phone.. to me it feels like being chased..i just want to run away and hide..even if i want to talk to the person on the other end.
everything's going great.. been spending more time with my family, which i LOVE, and we're actually helping them get their house ready to sell... and i haven't felt like i could help them in a long time..feels good!
we have plenty of money.. first time in my LIFE i have ever been able to spend money without looking at my bank balance or buy something without budgeting for it or pay my bills without saving up.. i LOVE it.. i'm never going back.. bring on the wealth, universe!
as soon as i can find a pic i'm having my tattoo artist draw up my grampa's plane he built for my shin as part of my calf sleeve. stoked! then comes a few little images and the background! it will look like a complete tattoo instead of a few things randomly placed!
my job is still easy and i still love it..i still learn useful stuff everyday..
healthwise i'm awesome... i'm losing weight without even trying and i have a lot of energy for not having worked out in MONTHS.. can't wait to get my skin happy and kick some ass at the gym!
i haven't called or hung out with ANYONE but my boyfriend and family in weeks.. is it scary that i don't really care? there's just so much to do in a day.. 'hanging out' is hard to pencil in, especially when everyone my age seems to think hanging out should be done in the middle of the freaking night and involve intoxication..
speaking of which i got druuuunk off a beer at a restaurant saturday night and enjoyed it thoroughly.. just enough to sober up instead of passing out.. still dont miss drinking though. probly won't drink again for another month.
we've been only smoking pot at night for three weeks now.. haven't bought any.. just 'borrowed' some mexi from Shawn's dad.. we have SO much more money now and are SO much more clearheaded and motivated. it ROCKS. i like myself and my life so much better now than when i was smoking all the time! who'da thunk it?
i need fun people who want fun hair. i love doing hair and i can make anyone look rad.. but when you don't like to socialize it's hard to network isn't it..i'll just have to visualize funky peeps dropping from the sky asking me to pimp their hair, coz i sure as hell ain't gonna meet them at a party.
i wish nonpoint would get their asses out here to the west coast!. my only show i've seen was on mushrooms. let me tell you hard music SUCKS on mushies. i kept wondering why everyone was so angry and hiding in the bathroom! haha the venue (house of blues) kicked ass on shrooms tho.
well, the plants aren't going to water themselves. and i love them so i guess i'll put my skin out of my mind and go tend to them, dark and freezin ass (haha it's probably above 60 but i have two sweatshirts on) or no.
