I'm seriously considering adopting a drug-free lifestyle.
Every time I drink alcohol, I regret it. I have one beer and want to sit on my ass at home and do nothing. I have two and I pass out within the hour. And my tolerance is not going up any. I've had beer 5 out of 7 days last week.
I drink water, eat healthy and even drink pedialyte in between beers and I STILL have a hangover the next day.
I don't think I'm that much fun anymore when I drink. I get all tired and want to smoke more pot to wake me up, which wakes me up for a minute then I pass the fuck out.
Which brings me to the pot. My dearest friend for the past six years since I discovered it as a wonderful way to temporarily forget my worries.
But now, I am starting to feel held back by this old friend. I've cut back from smoking at every opportunity to smoking after work. That's 11 hours less smoking every day for a few weeks now.
Which is grand. I've been getting SUPER stoned at night. But still. After I smoke I get sooooo stupid-feeling and sooooo tired and good for nothing! I don't feel stimulated by it nearly so much as stifled by it now.
I usually smoke when I feel overwhelmed. Lately though, it makes the problem worse because I 'wake up' after my pot induced stupor and freak out all over again coz I just wasted all that time and energy smoking instead of finding solutions to my problems.
Anyway, I probably won't go quitting cold turkey. I still love the pot. I know it has worked wonders for me.
But I'm cutting back. Again. More.
And I'm only drinking beer because I love the taste. Drinking very s l o w l y.
ooh, cool:
Every time I drink alcohol, I regret it. I have one beer and want to sit on my ass at home and do nothing. I have two and I pass out within the hour. And my tolerance is not going up any. I've had beer 5 out of 7 days last week.
I drink water, eat healthy and even drink pedialyte in between beers and I STILL have a hangover the next day.
I don't think I'm that much fun anymore when I drink. I get all tired and want to smoke more pot to wake me up, which wakes me up for a minute then I pass the fuck out.
Which brings me to the pot. My dearest friend for the past six years since I discovered it as a wonderful way to temporarily forget my worries.
But now, I am starting to feel held back by this old friend. I've cut back from smoking at every opportunity to smoking after work. That's 11 hours less smoking every day for a few weeks now.
Which is grand. I've been getting SUPER stoned at night. But still. After I smoke I get sooooo stupid-feeling and sooooo tired and good for nothing! I don't feel stimulated by it nearly so much as stifled by it now.
I usually smoke when I feel overwhelmed. Lately though, it makes the problem worse because I 'wake up' after my pot induced stupor and freak out all over again coz I just wasted all that time and energy smoking instead of finding solutions to my problems.
Anyway, I probably won't go quitting cold turkey. I still love the pot. I know it has worked wonders for me.
But I'm cutting back. Again. More.
And I'm only drinking beer because I love the taste. Drinking very s l o w l y.
ooh, cool:
damn right:
Perhaps, you've just been too much of a booze and pot fiend to pay any attention to such matters. Hm? Hm?
I'm so wise.
By the way, beer is shit. Tastes good and all, but I can't get drunk off it either. Just makes me droopy, I go home/to bed, had anything from 2 - 6 beers and while I'm never even tipsy, I get a hangover. So... I just drink whisky. I'm intoxicated, energetic (seriously!) and as long as I don't get stupid and mix with other liquour, I'm hangover-free.
Pot is infantile.
So my point is - drug free is not an option. You just have to find the right drug.