~My eyes tend to mist up when I talk about or to plants, old people, and children. Or when I'm around them. It's not like I'm sad; why does that happen?
~Today I will be teaching myself more about search engines and email forwarding and servers, oh my!
Some tech stuff comes so easily for me but some of it is complete blah blah blah and I just. don't. get it. I feel like a tard when I'm trying to explain something I barely grasp myself to an impatient, computer illiterate client. Well, it's up to me to get more savvy ain't it. No one's gonna sit here and tutor me, that's for sure.
~My best friend in New York called me yesterday hysterical.
SPOILERS! (Click to view)Her boyfriend left his email up.
He has a bunch of little girlfriends behind her back...And he was trying to hook up with his ex the whole weekend they were in San Diego to celebrate Teresa's birthday. His GIRLfriend. Who moved across the fucking COUNTRY to be with him. Who does EVERYTHING she can to be a perfect girlfriend.
And he has been just EVIL to her about talking to ANY other guys (harmless friends), and been a jealous asshole, and controlling...he BLOWS UP at her every few days..(guilty conscience much? :whatever
Basically he's POOP HEADIUS MAXIMUS.
She said she was packing her shit and she's coming home. I hope so much it's true! She needs to be around people who care about her and heal a bit.
He's been totally fake with her and she's in love with the pretend image of him, but the truth has finally come out and I hope to god she won't let him turn it around on her and make her feel like it's her fault.
FUCK that. If she doesn't come home I'm going out there to rescue her.
~I have not wanted to be physically intimate with my boyfriend for a while now. I'm wondering if it has to do with normal sex drive cycles, or with our chemistry, or with the fact that every time I have sex with him I'm thinking about being with a girl instead.
~I NEED to find an artist for my chestpiece. I'm going to go get my work research done so I can look for one. In a minute. Or twenty.
~Today is mysterious. Excerpts from my horoscopes:
Capricorn: Career success can come at a high cost if you don't check in with other, equally important areas of your life. Be pragmatic. Finding balance isn't a luxury -- it's a necessity. You want to be in this for the long haul.
[SPOILER]which is funny coz yesterday me and Shawn were talking about me just going to night school so I can just frikkin GET IN already...which would mean I would be a total zombie 6 days a week (get up at 5 for work, leave work at 4 and sit in traffic til I get to school at 5, school til 10:30, bed--no time to cook, take a crap, work out...nothin, unless I want to risk sleep deprivation--and sleep deprived Bethany is a BAD BAD thing, trust me! Worse than low blood sugar.) and sleep the other day. But we decided to give it a few months and see what happens...we may be able to increase our income and get caught up so I can just quit work and go to school full time--which would make me a very HAPPPPPY girl--I could finish in 9 months instead of 16 and not be a zombie]
Capricorn: Your latest wish is a big one, but it could come one giant step closer to becoming a reality. Give it some nudges here and there and see what develops. If you've done the proper groundwork, things could finally start happening.
Scorpio: Lucky for you, this morning will bring a bright energy burst that could put you right over the hump and across the finish line! Give up a little bit of free time so you can go full steam ahead -- this day could bring the completion you've been working so hard for.
SPOILERS! (Click to view) I feel the bright energy burst. But what's the completion all about? And I get the giving up free time thing--that means I need to buckle down and learn more shit for work so I can do a hell of a lot better job and make more money here.
Leo: A delivery or announcement will bring you what you need today, so answer the door!
Make yourself available for invitations, propositions, deliveries and opportunities. Answer every phone call, email or knock at your door, because people are looking for someone exactly like you.
There's an empty slot in a different location that you could fit into perfectly.
SPOILERS! (Click to view)Hmmm....does this mean my romantic or professional life? Yeah. Like I would ever consider myself to be 'professional'.
A big romantic push is on its way into your life, and if you're looking in the right place at the right time, something you've been imagining lately could finally become a sweet reality.
~I need a new bra. And a slip. And a shower head.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. That does seem to be a general principle, though: The more possessive the guy, the more cheating he does.
Children, plants, and old people....Well, they all tend to smell bad from time to time. Do you think that's it?