(10:08:19 AM): aaron kinne committed suicide this morning
i asked if it was a joke. i asked how, why, i accused them of lying again. and then i couldn't stop crying. apart of me wants to be angry at him, or myself. because we haven't talked often in awhile. i have a sick feeling in my stomach. i want him back.
in the cali desert about 2 to 3 hours from here, middle of nowhere. people who have been stationed there said they felt like they were in exile. so glad we dodged that bullet!