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I have been here for the longest of anywhere I have lived - I mean in the same city. 9 years ....... I've wanted to leave before......and stayed because my daughter is here...now my ex mentions moving to New York - or at least that she would like to move there - not sure if she was 100% serious or not.....

so that got me thinking of where I would relocate to ........ I am thinking about possibly finishing up my school at another college also - this college doesn't have a drawing emphasis..... closest thing to it is painting.... not my bag

I feel as if I am at a fork in the road so to speak - so yeah - interesting...

I just gave notice at my job yesterday... got some other things lined up after that -
having that big sit down talk tomorrow with the bosses and the guy who smashed my shelf - but I quit so who cares? I just realized that all the shit going on there was my signal to make a decision and that maybe I should just pick this time to quit..... there has been a big management change and I feel the tension so thick - you can almost cut it with a knife.....

so yeah - where to go from here? Where to go?
for now I think I'll go to bed......... can never think that well in the morning to write anything - so I always write these just before I go to bed..... blah blah blah