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So I begin this blog by saying it has been a wild ride. Ups and Down. While I lost the car I lost alot more. I lost my happiness I lost my way. I lost what I had. I look back and I begin to cry knowing I could of died. I am sad I am finding myself becoming more and more reclusive. I know understand why one becomes more distant. I will leave it up to the days to come to lead me to the path I need to take. I realize that I have been there for many people only to fall short when I am in need of help in my time of need. So I must take my much needed rest before I start to cry again.